I called Shen on the way to the secondary school, since I couldn't just enter the school just like that, and of course the guard will catch me with my long hair. I met Shen at the front gate, and we entered. Apparently there was photo taking today, so there were many students near the driveway towards the exit of the front gate.
When I walked in, many students started staring at me, I guess its be because of my long hair(?). Me and Shen went to the CCA block and I met up with my juniors whom I took them for more than a year. Of course they still remembered me, except they took some time to recognize me since I had my hair "altered" to 3 times longer since secondary school. There was a muster parade that day. Shen became a cadet lieutenant around the end of last year, and he told me alot of stories about the many incidents in the unit and also among the teachers too. When I heard them, I was shocked because some of the problems were caused by the teachers themselves.
Anyway I helped out the Secondary 3 platoon, since they were the ones that were going to lead the unit very soon. Soon it was the parade itself, and guess what? The teachers even changed the basic structure of the parade, there was no standard in the marching, and there was no march past at all. I was completely at a loss for words. The teachers completely omitted the basic structure which was stated clearly by the HQ that it was not supposed to be changed or omitted in anyway. Oh well, I can't do anything since I am only a senior with no more rank, unless I got for the cadet officer course.
After the parade, I thought Ji Hao and Adli some of my PDS skills (didn't go rusty since it is still my passion even after I graduated). I left for home soon after. I felt really happy since I was openly welcomed back by the unit even after 1 year of not helping out after graduating. But however I am not really happy with the changes made to the unit, and that the teachers also expects us to update them, but they themselves do not update us in the first place. Oh well, I hope that things will improve, and that I definitely do hope to see some changes the next time I come back to Fairfield NCC.
Friday, 23 March 2012
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
Liking someone
Liking someone is really tough. For me I have many experiences to share. When I like and confess to that girl, firstly the awkwardness when you confess, next is the moment she rejects you. The worse moments are the part after the entire event is over. For me I really dreaded the time when I was in Sec 2. Especially the time after I confessed to her. Shall not mention the name because of respect reasons.
The day after I confessed to her, I tried texting her, and saying that I was sorry. She didn't reply me. At school I tried finding her but she sort of avoided me the moment she saw me. And the worst part was that her friends knew that I liked her. So I had to avoid her instead, because I knew what kind of embarrassment I will cause her if she ever sees me. Up till now, I think I haven't seen her for about 3 years, hopes she's doing fine.
Moving on with my life, now I myself ain't sure who to go for, as confused as before. Anyway I've got a talk tomorrow , have to sleep early. Nights :\
The day after I confessed to her, I tried texting her, and saying that I was sorry. She didn't reply me. At school I tried finding her but she sort of avoided me the moment she saw me. And the worst part was that her friends knew that I liked her. So I had to avoid her instead, because I knew what kind of embarrassment I will cause her if she ever sees me. Up till now, I think I haven't seen her for about 3 years, hopes she's doing fine.
Moving on with my life, now I myself ain't sure who to go for, as confused as before. Anyway I've got a talk tomorrow , have to sleep early. Nights :\
Monday, 19 March 2012
NUS open house
Today was the first day of the NUS open house. I was awakened by my mum telling me to get ready to go out to NUS. Honestly speaking, I felt really irritated because I just don't like getting awaken just to go somewhere the first thing in the morning. Oh well, anyway I ate my breakfast feeling pissed, and also tired because I didn't sleep well. I slept at around 3+, then I woke up at 4:10 because I had a bad stomachache.
So obviously I had to make a trip to the toilet. After that I quickly washed up and went to sleep. Anyway we reached the entrance of the NUS campus at around 11+. I was amazed the first thing I stepped into the campus.
I was seriously shocked at the number of girls that visited and also studying at NUS itself. Some of them were very beautiful, like really beautiful. Others had good figures, while some of them had both :D That somehow lightened my mood a little. We went into the exhibition hall where information for each course was available, and headed towards the Engineering sector. My parents wanted to find out more about the enrollment in the Bioengineering course. For me, I went to the Electrical and Computer Engineering course booth. I went to ask a lecturer some questions regarding the course requirements, curriculum timing and the styles of the lectures. I saw my friend there, surprisingly he was there with his brother too. His brother had just graduated from the Army, so it's a good time for him to look for a good course in Uni.
Was totally amazed at the girls there, wanted to ask for some of their contact numbers, but in the end I decided against it. Really couldn't forget my time there, and I didn't regret going there too.
So obviously I had to make a trip to the toilet. After that I quickly washed up and went to sleep. Anyway we reached the entrance of the NUS campus at around 11+. I was amazed the first thing I stepped into the campus.
I was seriously shocked at the number of girls that visited and also studying at NUS itself. Some of them were very beautiful, like really beautiful. Others had good figures, while some of them had both :D That somehow lightened my mood a little. We went into the exhibition hall where information for each course was available, and headed towards the Engineering sector. My parents wanted to find out more about the enrollment in the Bioengineering course. For me, I went to the Electrical and Computer Engineering course booth. I went to ask a lecturer some questions regarding the course requirements, curriculum timing and the styles of the lectures. I saw my friend there, surprisingly he was there with his brother too. His brother had just graduated from the Army, so it's a good time for him to look for a good course in Uni.
Was totally amazed at the girls there, wanted to ask for some of their contact numbers, but in the end I decided against it. Really couldn't forget my time there, and I didn't regret going there too.
Friday, 2 March 2012
Meet up
Today I met up with John and Kai, just to buy some ingredients for a BBQ session later that day. Me and John waited for Kai just outside Dempsey Road. While waiting, I saw a car suddenly went out of control, then the tire flew out from the back wheel, and the car was in a diagonal position in the middle of the road.
Anyway after meeting Kai, the three of us headed to Huber's Butchery and purchased some beef, pork and sausages. Kai paid for them since he was the main organizer. After we bought the meat, we wanted to take a cab back to his house. Kai then called for a taxi by calling the hotline for taxi booking, and all of us anticipated for the taxi's arrival. However we waited for more than 20 minutes, the taxi failed arrive. So we decided to walk to the main road and tried flagging for another cab. As expected, within seconds we managed to get a cab, and we headed to his house.
Around 4+, DH and Chris arrived at his house, and they both headed to the Gym. KL and JP arrived together soon after. I was pretty shocked when I first saw JP after more than a year. She has changed into a beautiful woman, I think she has became more womanly and graceful, therefore she caught my attention within seconds of seeing her. SM came just before KL and JP arrived. She's in JJC now, and she seems more healthier than before (she's always seems to have a cold or a bad flu whenever I saw her last time). Me and John went to start up the fire, JM, Tim, ZC and DC came together around 7. ZC and JM looked more beautiful now, maybe going to different schools changed them physically? That I'm not sure myself either. Anyway Che and NT came the latest, and that time the food was almost done so all of us started eating. Che looked more prettier than last time, especially when she lets her hair down. We ate the food, and chatted and laughed. Kai brought out the Liquor, KL and DC started drinking, soon after Chris, DH, ZC and RC joined in.
Some of us went up to his bedroom, and started chatting with the lights off-ed. I chatted with Chris and DH, and later with Tim, JP and DC. I walked out with DH around 1130, we chatted about our problems happening in our lives now, while waiting for the bus. DH missed his bus so I was able to chat with him abit more, before I boarded my bus and heading home.
Actually I wished I was more close with them, because I just seem to have this awkward feeling around some of them. Oh well, at least I managed to talk to JP abit more than last time, when I was like completely awkward around her. Same for DC, I did talk to her abit more compared to last time.
In all, today I was rather happy with the gathering, and I hope to meet them up more often in the future for such gatherings.
Anyway after meeting Kai, the three of us headed to Huber's Butchery and purchased some beef, pork and sausages. Kai paid for them since he was the main organizer. After we bought the meat, we wanted to take a cab back to his house. Kai then called for a taxi by calling the hotline for taxi booking, and all of us anticipated for the taxi's arrival. However we waited for more than 20 minutes, the taxi failed arrive. So we decided to walk to the main road and tried flagging for another cab. As expected, within seconds we managed to get a cab, and we headed to his house.
Around 4+, DH and Chris arrived at his house, and they both headed to the Gym. KL and JP arrived together soon after. I was pretty shocked when I first saw JP after more than a year. She has changed into a beautiful woman, I think she has became more womanly and graceful, therefore she caught my attention within seconds of seeing her. SM came just before KL and JP arrived. She's in JJC now, and she seems more healthier than before (she's always seems to have a cold or a bad flu whenever I saw her last time). Me and John went to start up the fire, JM, Tim, ZC and DC came together around 7. ZC and JM looked more beautiful now, maybe going to different schools changed them physically? That I'm not sure myself either. Anyway Che and NT came the latest, and that time the food was almost done so all of us started eating. Che looked more prettier than last time, especially when she lets her hair down. We ate the food, and chatted and laughed. Kai brought out the Liquor, KL and DC started drinking, soon after Chris, DH, ZC and RC joined in.
Some of us went up to his bedroom, and started chatting with the lights off-ed. I chatted with Chris and DH, and later with Tim, JP and DC. I walked out with DH around 1130, we chatted about our problems happening in our lives now, while waiting for the bus. DH missed his bus so I was able to chat with him abit more, before I boarded my bus and heading home.
Actually I wished I was more close with them, because I just seem to have this awkward feeling around some of them. Oh well, at least I managed to talk to JP abit more than last time, when I was like completely awkward around her. Same for DC, I did talk to her abit more compared to last time.
In all, today I was rather happy with the gathering, and I hope to meet them up more often in the future for such gatherings.
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