My laptop has been switched off and I should be sleeping, but I can't sleep for some unknown reason. Therefore I decided to make a new post on my phone and post it up here. Now as I look up into the night sky, I thought back into those girls that I sort of have a crush on them last time.
As I was thinking about them, I also thought back on the things I did together with them. It also reminded me on how I kept my feelings for them and also how those feelings eventually got leaked out and then they somehow (I don't know how) managed to find out about it. Thinking back, I felt kinda ashamed to even face them now, which was the reason why I avoided them in school after they found out about my feelings for them.
I also felt stupid whenever I tried to sort of like show off my skills in Precision Drill whenever they are close by. As in I wanted them to see my skills and perhaps have a change of heart(?). But in the end, it was just my own wishful thinking. Those girls are long gone from my memories, but from time to time, then just re-appear in my memories. I do wish them the best of luck in whatever they do and I hope I don't cross their paths again in life so that those memories will not surface again.
I also thought about what I did today at home. I was supposed to finish 3 tutorials on Structured Programming today, but I ended up doing chapter 1 and the programming codings for chapter 2b. After that I went to eat dinner then watched about 2.5 hours of TV before playing Maplestory with Janson and Bok. I guessed I was too lazy to do homework. These few days, my daily routine was almost the same.
Basically I will wake up in the morning, eat breakfast, watch videos on my phone, on my laptop, game until lunchtime, do about 20 minutes of tutorial, then go to YouTube and watch live performances, then do another 30 minutes of tutorial, then continuing gaming till dinner time, then do about 30 mins of tutorial then continue gaming till about 1am in the morning, toss and turn on my bed before getting some proper sleep.
I fear that my computer addiction has gone from bad to worse, as I tried to concentrate in doing my tutorials but I will end up going to Facebook or YouTube. So this morning I tried resisting the temptation to on my laptop. However, the temptation got the better of me and I went to on my laptop just before lunch time. I also tried to control myself by just telling my self that I switched on my laptop just to do the codings for my Structured Programming.
However I ended up gaming and going to YouTube instead. At this rate I think my Mid Semester test will be a disaster and my parents will definitely do something about my computer addiction. My self control and self discipline is really weak, and I will definitely do something about it, as I don't want to end up repeating modules like some year two's I know.
Okay it looks like I will stop right here, it's 2:45am and I am starting to get sleepy already. Tomorrow will be a brand new day, with new history to be made *signing off*
Wednesday, 15 June 2011
1st post
Okay, its my first time using a blog (yes, I've never used a blog in my whole life) and I made this blog from an inspiration from my two best friends Janson and Bok. I feel that blogging allows a person to express oneself freely. Like my best friend Janson, I saw quite a few of his posts and I could really understand what his feelings really are deep down inside his heart.
Similarly Bok also was in the same situation as I am, the 3 of us and also Ryan whom I did not mention just now, I could say the 4 of us are strong in terms of brotherhood and friendship. Although we do have disagreements and arguments at times, we definitely patch up very quickly.
I shall dedicate this first post into talking about my friends and people whom I met over my school days (Primary, Secondary and Polytechnic <----- which I am studying right now) I met Janson at my cousin's birthday party many years back, I think about 8 years back. I didn't really know him THAT well until in Secondary One, when I met Ryan through school.
Janson was a really interesting guy (honest), I do know that he does not like Korean pop songs, therefore I try not to talk about it in front of him, as I feel the need to respect him. Although I myself don't listen to Japanese songs, I am definitely not an anti of them, I just don't listen to them. If there is a nice Japanese song, I dont mind listening to it. We do have common interests (Maple being one of them) and sometimes we do share funny stuff with each other.
Bok was considered one of my friends whom I had a friend ship with for more than 7 years already. I known him since Primary 3 when we were both in the same class with him. He is definitely a funny guy, from sharing jokes to making funny noises in class and making paper bombs, he is one of the few people whom I can really find entertainment from.
As for Ryan, I met him in Secondary One, at a entertainment centre in our Secondary school called the T-Zone, which I am not sure what the T stands for. His a good player in that console game called Halo and of course he, Bok and Janson taught me many skills for better playing of that game. Ryan, has a very complicated life, from what I see in school, he seems to be not well liked by some of his classmates, sometimes getting insulted at. Deep down inside my heart, I really think he is a strong man, with a strong heart. Not only he tolerated those insults and discriminations, he did not choose assult to deal with those evil people. I really admire his strong heart and soul.
I shall end my post here, its 1:38am in the morning and I should be getting some sleep soon, and my mum is calling me to off my laptop and sleep too. *Signing off*
Similarly Bok also was in the same situation as I am, the 3 of us and also Ryan whom I did not mention just now, I could say the 4 of us are strong in terms of brotherhood and friendship. Although we do have disagreements and arguments at times, we definitely patch up very quickly.
I shall dedicate this first post into talking about my friends and people whom I met over my school days (Primary, Secondary and Polytechnic <----- which I am studying right now) I met Janson at my cousin's birthday party many years back, I think about 8 years back. I didn't really know him THAT well until in Secondary One, when I met Ryan through school.
Janson was a really interesting guy (honest), I do know that he does not like Korean pop songs, therefore I try not to talk about it in front of him, as I feel the need to respect him. Although I myself don't listen to Japanese songs, I am definitely not an anti of them, I just don't listen to them. If there is a nice Japanese song, I dont mind listening to it. We do have common interests (Maple being one of them) and sometimes we do share funny stuff with each other.
Bok was considered one of my friends whom I had a friend ship with for more than 7 years already. I known him since Primary 3 when we were both in the same class with him. He is definitely a funny guy, from sharing jokes to making funny noises in class and making paper bombs, he is one of the few people whom I can really find entertainment from.
As for Ryan, I met him in Secondary One, at a entertainment centre in our Secondary school called the T-Zone, which I am not sure what the T stands for. His a good player in that console game called Halo and of course he, Bok and Janson taught me many skills for better playing of that game. Ryan, has a very complicated life, from what I see in school, he seems to be not well liked by some of his classmates, sometimes getting insulted at. Deep down inside my heart, I really think he is a strong man, with a strong heart. Not only he tolerated those insults and discriminations, he did not choose assult to deal with those evil people. I really admire his strong heart and soul.
I shall end my post here, its 1:38am in the morning and I should be getting some sleep soon, and my mum is calling me to off my laptop and sleep too. *Signing off*
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