It's 11:15 pm right now, and tomorrow morning I am enlisting to the army, if you ask me once more whether I'm feeling nervous, yes I am. I think it's pretty normal for me to feel this way because it's a whole new environment, no freedom, and loads of authority and control over you. I'm particularly worried about my stomach because these few days it has been giving me quite a number of problems, in which I'm very concerned if whether the problems will resurface when I'm in the army.
Did my packing, but I'm not sure if I have packed everything properly, but then I'm sure I have most of the necessary stuffs needed, and my medication on standby too.
Other than that, I'm just feeling a little mood-less, originally was all nervous but now mood-less as I have no mood to feel nervous and such.
I guess it's time to sleep soon as I don't want to feel tired tomorrow morning, and also that I need time to fall asleep on my own bed for one last time.
Won't be posting anything for the next 2 weeks, but I will be back, hopefully.
Wednesday, 6 August 2014
Tuesday, 5 August 2014
4th of August
2 more days of freedom, nothing left to feel but at least I got some accompaniment, the night before Axel said that he wanted to treat me something nice at the nearby mall, so we agreed on having some Texas chicken to eat. I also asked Namra out as I wanted to watch Guardians of the Galaxy with a friend. Met up with axel and we chatted as we ate lunch, discussed a lot of stuff about national service, I'm just too lazy to think about the hardships that are coming, and also whether my stomach decides to screw everything up at one go when I am alone. I guess this long battle I have to fight it all alone.
So after lunch, Axel had to go somewhere else so I headed down to Somerset to meet Namra. Then we went to Cineleisure to quickly buy the movie tickets, along the way I told her that I still have been contacting 'you know who :D', and the magical thing that happened to me few days back, and Namra started fangirling at the middle of the walkway at the train station. Got the food and movie tickets, then mum called me to discuss with me about the music player that I wanted to get for my national service. So it was between an iPod shuffle and an iPod Nano, so I decided to get something cheap but still useful as I needed something to get rid of my boredom since I probably won't be able to use my main phone during my Basic Military Training.
The movie was a mix of comedy and action, won't spoil any more, go and watch the movie for yourself if you want to know he plot! After the movie we talked for abit on the way back to the train station before we parted ways and head back home. Ate dinner and started gaming, raged quite a bit because of some retarded person that started throwing the game. We decided to play one more match and won convincingly, after that match Eugene went to sleep so me and Axel continued to look at stuff from Kpopmart, they had pretty good merchandise and was also sold at attractively low prices, I might actually purchase some merchandise from there when I book out from my BMT.
For now I have less than 36 hours of freedom and after that I will lose many things, my freedom, my pink IC and all the hair that has been growing on my head since birth until now. I don't know how much things I will gain from getting conscripted in the army, but then for now I guess I just have to remain silent and serve as per normal
No feelings
The movie was a mix of comedy and action, won't spoil any more, go and watch the movie for yourself if you want to know he plot! After the movie we talked for abit on the way back to the train station before we parted ways and head back home. Ate dinner and started gaming, raged quite a bit because of some retarded person that started throwing the game. We decided to play one more match and won convincingly, after that match Eugene went to sleep so me and Axel continued to look at stuff from Kpopmart, they had pretty good merchandise and was also sold at attractively low prices, I might actually purchase some merchandise from there when I book out from my BMT.
For now I have less than 36 hours of freedom and after that I will lose many things, my freedom, my pink IC and all the hair that has been growing on my head since birth until now. I don't know how much things I will gain from getting conscripted in the army, but then for now I guess I just have to remain silent and serve as per normal
No feelings
Sunday, 3 August 2014
2nd of August
Woke up late again since I had no mood to do exercises early in the morning, and that since I had to go out later in the afternoon made me just laze in bed longer. Switched on my com and listened to some music before playing some Runescape, mum and dad was watching TV so I just played my own games.
Mum then wanted to go out to Queensway shopping mall to get lunch and also to buy some stuff for me for my National Service. Headed out without any delay and reached Queensway shopping mall, Mum wanted to get some curry chicken, so we went to the Katong laksa stall and ordered a bowl of curry chicken and a small bowl of Laksa for myself :D I ate till my whole body was feeling absolutely warm and my forehead was covered in sweat, I guess I can't tolerate spicy food as well as last time. Managed to eat finish everything, then went to review the list of things that I need to purchase for National Service.
Went to buy a new pair of goggles, then some prickly heat, face washing cream, a running sleeve holder, and a bottle of deodorant. Mum bought some herbal cream for herself, after that I bought some McDonalds for myself, since I was craving it for song long, upsized fillet o fish meal with an extra apple pie for my mum. Went home, ate the food and gamed with Eugene. For the first time I actually wanted to play dota on public matches, first match I played this hero that I never played before, and I actually carried the entire team to victory, and the second game was a little shaky at the start but I still managed to get an ultra kill (4 kills) that changed the entire game in which we ended up winning the game.
The third game I raged badly because we had a teammate that didn't want to listen and kept feeding to the enemy, and also kept disconnecting often so we concluded that that person had a wooden PC. Lost that game but I felt that we put up a good fight, took a break and then did some night exercises after that since I was feeling a little weak and needed to do some exercises to revitalize myself.
After the short but intense night physical training, bathe and chatted with Eugene on skype for awhile longer then before going to sleep.
*Update*: Actually this post was supposed to be done yesterday but I was too lazy to continue after typing out 2 sentences, LOL
I will stop here and carry on with the next post instead since that was pretty much what happened yesterday :P
Justin
Mum then wanted to go out to Queensway shopping mall to get lunch and also to buy some stuff for me for my National Service. Headed out without any delay and reached Queensway shopping mall, Mum wanted to get some curry chicken, so we went to the Katong laksa stall and ordered a bowl of curry chicken and a small bowl of Laksa for myself :D I ate till my whole body was feeling absolutely warm and my forehead was covered in sweat, I guess I can't tolerate spicy food as well as last time. Managed to eat finish everything, then went to review the list of things that I need to purchase for National Service.
Went to buy a new pair of goggles, then some prickly heat, face washing cream, a running sleeve holder, and a bottle of deodorant. Mum bought some herbal cream for herself, after that I bought some McDonalds for myself, since I was craving it for song long, upsized fillet o fish meal with an extra apple pie for my mum. Went home, ate the food and gamed with Eugene. For the first time I actually wanted to play dota on public matches, first match I played this hero that I never played before, and I actually carried the entire team to victory, and the second game was a little shaky at the start but I still managed to get an ultra kill (4 kills) that changed the entire game in which we ended up winning the game.
The third game I raged badly because we had a teammate that didn't want to listen and kept feeding to the enemy, and also kept disconnecting often so we concluded that that person had a wooden PC. Lost that game but I felt that we put up a good fight, took a break and then did some night exercises after that since I was feeling a little weak and needed to do some exercises to revitalize myself.
After the short but intense night physical training, bathe and chatted with Eugene on skype for awhile longer then before going to sleep.
*Update*: Actually this post was supposed to be done yesterday but I was too lazy to continue after typing out 2 sentences, LOL
I will stop here and carry on with the next post instead since that was pretty much what happened yesterday :P
Justin
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