Rashes

Haven't blogged for about 3-4 days already. I had a very bad allergic reaction and my whole body had rashes (I suffered because I couldn't sleep properly at night as I was scratching myself here and there. I couldn't eat any heaty food as the doctor told me either I had eaten something wrong (I guessed it was the prawn from the prawn noodles 2 days back), OR it was the released of all the built in heat inside my body from eating too much heaty food.

Anyway its near dinner time and I've got like about 22.5 minutes to type finish this post. These few days I felt so terrible, besides from having those stupid rashes, it was also that terrible feeling of missing someone. I think I have not seen her for quite sometime, and yeah, that feeling sucks when you miss someone but you can't see that person.

I miss you alot, like really alot. Well since you might or might not be seeing this I will just say whatever that is locked deep down inside my heart to you. The moment I saw you, I instantly fell in love with you, with some people saying that its called love at first sight. Although I think you won't see this, BUT I really want to tell you that I love you alot, BUT I can't, because I just don't have the courage to. AND you will never know how much my love for you really is, because I will never tell you anything, like what I said before, I will never tell a girl how I really feel about her unless I know she has the same feelings for me.

Well I don't really think you will see this post, so I guess my actions will be unknown to you.

baby come back to my world
come back and be my girl
그렇지 않으면 나는 널 죽도록 미워할 거란 걸 알아
널 사랑했던 마음이 미움으로 모두 다 바뀌기 전에
돌아와 어서 내게 잘못했다고 어서 얘기해

baby, come back to my world
come back and be my girl
if you don't, know that i'll hate you to death
before this heart that has loved you turns into hate
come back, quickly. that you're sorry, please, tell me

Okay I know that those lyrics are really random, but that is what it partially represents the deep feelings in my heart. Not gonna continue anymore, I'm already hurt by just writing this.

*Signing Off*