Saturday, 12 November 2011

The pathway in a new life 2

Haven't posted since I don't know when, totally had no mood to post anything. My laptop yesterday started to malfunction slowly, the hard-disk kept telling me there's a warning that it is failing. Basically it's just something bad, luckily I managed to back up all my info including my school documents, music, pictures and 1 or 2 games. I started using back my desktop since it's the only available computer in the house now. 

Today I used the com and played some games, totally had no mood to study or do any schoolwork. After lunch I tried doing my DE lab assignment, I couldn't test it out since my laptop is malfunctioning, so I just listened to music while playing Minecraft. About 4+, Janson called me and asked me whether I wanted to go out and have dinner at Chew Bok's Aunt's food stall. I quickly agreed and met them at Suntec City, we then took a bus to the location. We then ate dinner, a plate of beef fried rice with chicken wings. After that we chatted and laughed while playing cards. We went home after that. 

These few weeks in school was pretty shitty for me. I have been feeling crappy and lovesick, and annoyed. Annoyed by someone and also by the work and presentations. But the worse was the lovesick feeling. 

It all started last Thursday, it was the PEEE practical session. I was just connecting some simple circuits, just then, I had a flashback on that girl that I like previously. She just suddenly appeared in my mind. I sort of miss her, especially when she played a big role in helping me get through secondary 4. I still think of her nowadays, but I think about how happy she is without me inside her memory. I shall just watch her from afar as she goes into happiness.....

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