16th of April

Woke up early as I had to report early for the first day of work. I didn't sleep well the night before so I woke up feeling more sleepy, switched on my com and ate one slice of bread. I turned down any drinking of hot drinks because my stomach was feeling funky since yesterday night until now. Went to take a warm shower to wake myself up (:\), got changed and quickly left the house since I needed at least an hour to reach the workplace. During the bus ride, the first part I was feeling okay, then I suddenly felt like throwing up, I started feeling anxious so I was a little restless. Luckily I was listening to some music on my phone so I felt a little better I guess?

Reached the workplace and I saw a few familiar faces and I waited inside the seating area. Feeling a little awkward so I just used my phone and surfed twitter and Facebook while waiting. The person in charge called me in, the boss was still away on medical leave. He asked me what did I know and what I didn't know, then he just told me to refresh my memory by going back to the front counter. So I just sat there and started serving customers while chatting with my colleague, then we went for lunch, 2 other guys joined us. Stomach was feeling funky so I ate fish soup, managed to eat most of it. Then I followed the other colleague out since he wanted to smoke a cigarette. We chatted about working on Labour Day since it's a public holiday so we were wondering if there was double pay or something like that. Went back since the one hour break was up, then I continued to chat with my colleague about myself and also about school. Then I shared with her you know who (wink wink), and like my other friend, she was also quite interested in my story (I guess that was what made time pass so quickly)

Soon after it was time to knock off from work, I left for home after saying goodbye to my colleagues. Managed to catch the 147 bus that just came to the bus stop, sat it and fell asleep because I was really tired after a day at work. Reached home while chatting with my buddy on my phone, then as I entered my room, this letter caught my eye. I was praying hard that the letter isn't what it is, which turns out to be, it's my army enlistment letter. As I slowly ripped it open, I realised how many precious days I have left as a civilian. So I have been feeling like crap ever since I opened the letter until now.

I guess I will get some sleep soon because I'm really feeling terrible and sleepy right now.

Justin