Have you ever felt hope on the progression of something that you lacked in the past, but suddenly that one small amount of hope is just suddenly taken away from you? Fuck that, besides that stupid shit, I guess it's my body that is deciding whether to cling on and not to fall sick, or to just give up and let me fall completely sick (some what like a one time good one illness).
Just yesterday I saw this very attractive lady right at my workplace. You know, when else can you see an attractive lady in some screwed up camp? Sadly I could only see her for a good 10 seconds before she turned and left.
And yes, as much as I don't want to admit it, my heart fluttered when I saw her smile during the short period when I saw her. Even my commander that was working in the office was stunned when he saw her, guess her beauty has a very strong effect on all of us (in a good way of course).
3 more mounts to go, and I will be breaking the record for the most number of mounts in a row in the platoon and in the entire company. It is something not worth celebrating but I guess I know where my limit is.
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