Up till now,
I have been missing in action for a few months, because quite a number of things have been going on in my life. And so I will start with the 5th Semester's exams that ended about 3 months back. I tried preparing early for the semester exams, with me preparing up to 2 weeks for just one particular module. The exam papers were fairly okay, just this one particular module, which killed almost everyone. The stuff that came out during the paper wasn't really what we all prepared for. Nevertheless, I managed to get a grade 'B' for the paper, and my grade point average (GPA) for that particular semester was 3.568 out of 4. After the semester exams, was a 6 week long vacation in which I wanted badly because I felt that I worked pretty hard for the semester exams.
During the 6 weeks, I had to return to school for almost everyday because I'm currently working with a few friends for this 'Final Year Project'. This project was considered the most complicating and tedious project up to date, as we had to do many troubleshooting and testing, and with the new parts and modifications to the machine, it was even time consuming. For me, I was tasked by the group leader to create a scoreboard using a number of Light Emitting Diodes (LEDs). I tested out the circuit on a simulation software on my computer, worked out just fine. However I did not get the result that I wanted, I really didn't know what to say about the failure.
Anyway the main point of this post is to share about this particular person that I set my eyes on for more than a year. I saw her in year 2, when she sat in front of me in during Engineering Maths lectures. Took no notice of her for the first few weeks, until she sat in front of me. She has a very, I would say a 'bubbly' personality with a bit of playfulness every now and then, and yes, she's Korean. Not that I only JUST like Korean girls, it's just that she has that particular charm in her in which is hard to find in other girls, in which got me very attracted. Feelings didn't really develop until this year, just that I rarely saw her in school. Until recently, I saw her again, and I swear my heart fluttered whenever I see her.
Today, I was told my the group leader to attend this talk for my final year project, I arrived 10 minutes before the talk started, and my stomach wasn't feeling so good as it was bloated with air. I texted my group leader as he was attending the briefing with me. As I was standing and just chilling there, I saw this guy who was her friend, and he looked like he was going to attend the talk too as he was standing and waiting outside the same place as I was. I ignored him and continued listening to my music. Minutes later, she came, and I swear I totally didn't expect her to appear in front of me. Anyway she did, and just when my stomach was about to feel better, it started churning, my heart started racing and I could obviously feel my feet sweating. The best part was that, even though she noticed my presence, she continued chatting with her friend, and she ended up standing less than a metre to my right, and yes, LESS THAN a bloody metre. I tried stealing glances of her every now and then as I was texting the group leader, but of course the glances became stares. Obviously I didn't stare at her when she was looking (that would make me a creeper, literally).
During the talk itself, I couldn't help but to just stare at her again and again. She smiled and laughed, and that just made me feel good because at least I know that the woman I love, is happy. I stayed throughout the talk, and I left with the group leader after she exited out of the lecture hall. I felt glad as I got to see her after quite some time, but at the same time I felt a little sad because it's one of the last few times I am going to see her before I graduate.
Throughout the whole day I couldn't stop thinking of her, her smile just kept flashing inside my head over and over again, and from time to time, I will break out into a weak smile, knowing that since she's happy and safe, I feel contented and happy for her. So yeah, poured everything out from my heart and time to get some sleep as it's 3am in the morning and I've got to go out tomorrow.
사랑해, 박소연씨
Justin.
Anyway the main point of this post is to share about this particular person that I set my eyes on for more than a year. I saw her in year 2, when she sat in front of me in during Engineering Maths lectures. Took no notice of her for the first few weeks, until she sat in front of me. She has a very, I would say a 'bubbly' personality with a bit of playfulness every now and then, and yes, she's Korean. Not that I only JUST like Korean girls, it's just that she has that particular charm in her in which is hard to find in other girls, in which got me very attracted. Feelings didn't really develop until this year, just that I rarely saw her in school. Until recently, I saw her again, and I swear my heart fluttered whenever I see her.
Today, I was told my the group leader to attend this talk for my final year project, I arrived 10 minutes before the talk started, and my stomach wasn't feeling so good as it was bloated with air. I texted my group leader as he was attending the briefing with me. As I was standing and just chilling there, I saw this guy who was her friend, and he looked like he was going to attend the talk too as he was standing and waiting outside the same place as I was. I ignored him and continued listening to my music. Minutes later, she came, and I swear I totally didn't expect her to appear in front of me. Anyway she did, and just when my stomach was about to feel better, it started churning, my heart started racing and I could obviously feel my feet sweating. The best part was that, even though she noticed my presence, she continued chatting with her friend, and she ended up standing less than a metre to my right, and yes, LESS THAN a bloody metre. I tried stealing glances of her every now and then as I was texting the group leader, but of course the glances became stares. Obviously I didn't stare at her when she was looking (that would make me a creeper, literally).
During the talk itself, I couldn't help but to just stare at her again and again. She smiled and laughed, and that just made me feel good because at least I know that the woman I love, is happy. I stayed throughout the talk, and I left with the group leader after she exited out of the lecture hall. I felt glad as I got to see her after quite some time, but at the same time I felt a little sad because it's one of the last few times I am going to see her before I graduate.
Throughout the whole day I couldn't stop thinking of her, her smile just kept flashing inside my head over and over again, and from time to time, I will break out into a weak smile, knowing that since she's happy and safe, I feel contented and happy for her. So yeah, poured everything out from my heart and time to get some sleep as it's 3am in the morning and I've got to go out tomorrow.
사랑해, 박소연씨
Justin.
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