In addition, it has been exactly one week since I contacted her. She hasn't replied me, but I did saw she replied someone else as the other person wrote on her profile. It was this morning when I saw that she replied to her friend. I'll be honest here, I was a little sad, I felt forgotten and that I was just wondering since breakfast till physical training why she didn't reply me. Basically the same old thoughts flooding my head once more.
The more I thought, the more sad and forgotten I felt. It went to the extent that the things that my friends have said to me, suddenly all became true, which is to simply 'Let It Go'. However the thought of letting go has crossed my mind once, but it got covered by the fact that whether I was able to find someone with a very similar character and personality like hers.
Right now I'm feeling a little better after the morning physical training, just that I'm still thinking whether it's time to let go and perhaps never be able to find someone like her again, or remain lost while clinging on to that tiny bit of hope and continue to have feelings for her.
She's a wonderful person that I have liked for around 2 years already, and someone I will never be able to forget.
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