I woke up with a stupid sore throat and a cold, and after I woke up I couldn't stop sneezing. Mum went to cook early lunch for me since I was going out to meet friends later. I went to play some com games, Maple was having a small maintenance so I went to play DOTA instead. Not a bad game though, got 13 kills and 2 stupid deaths. The 2 stupid deaths came from the Doom Bringer (Lucifer), which casted doom on me when I was trying to run away.
Anyway I left house about 1+, kept sneezing all the way till I reached vivo. Met up with Chew Bok, Axel, Bong, Venessa and PiaoMin. We had lunch at Long John Silvers, ten after that we went to SAFRA Mount Faber for bowling and pool. Bowling was fun, although I guttered a few times, I enjoyed it alot. Pool was fun, expect the fact that I my nose was giving me a huge burden. It practically became a leaking tap.
After pool we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza where Axel and PiaoMin went home. We met up with Aaron, and went to watch Johnny English together. The movie was hilarious, I was laughing most of the time, and completely forgetting my cold. After the movie, Bong and Aaron went home by bus, I followed Venessa and Chew Bok on the MRT. I alighted at Dover (of course), then I walked back home from there.
My body totally felt like crap at that time, I was feeling weak, tired, hungry and very lovesick. When I reached home, I went to bathe, and ate flu medicine. I went to watch some SNSD live performances and Sooyoung's music videos when she debuted in a group called Route 0 in 2002. Felt a little better, went to watch some more videos, then switched off my com.
It's 1:03am, I have to sleep cause I ate flu medicine and I'm feeling very drowsy now.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Monday, 19 September 2011
Sunday, 18 September 2011
18 September
Today I went to Janson's house to collect my CnC game, and I was overjoyed (of course) when my Red Alert 2 and Red Alert 2 Yuri's Revenge managed to work. Anyway after I re-installed CnC back on my com, I went to play maple for a while, while Janson played Dragon Nest, I looked at him as he played. After that I went for lunch as I was going berserk without food.
I brought my Tom Yam flavored cup noodles (yum yum) to his house to eat. After that his mum went to cook a small lunch for us. she cooked rice with sliced fish together with soup. I was amazed that the taste of the fish and the soup was exactly what mum has always cooked for me. We went to play against each other in a game of CnC after lunch, I got owned pretty badly.
Janson used GLA Toxin General, while I used China Nuke General. Janson broke through my defenses easily and destroyed my base like a hot knife through butter. Oh well, I guess I gotta work more in building better defenses.
I left his house about 5+, reached home. My body was feeling pretty crappy, I felt extremely tired and lovesick. So I went to listen to Sooyoung's pre-debut music with Malina Takahashi. They debuted as a duo group called Route 0 in 2002 when Sooyoung was just only 12 years old.
Anyway I found some of their songs nice so I went to download them. After that my body still feeling crappy, so I went to lie down on my bed, then Chew Bok wanted to play CnC with me so I joined him in a game.
After that I went to watch Route 0's music videos. Sooyoung was really really beautiful at that time and she will forever be :)
I guess I gotta go and sleep soon, my body is feeling crappy and really lovesick. Shall stop here for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
I brought my Tom Yam flavored cup noodles (yum yum) to his house to eat. After that his mum went to cook a small lunch for us. she cooked rice with sliced fish together with soup. I was amazed that the taste of the fish and the soup was exactly what mum has always cooked for me. We went to play against each other in a game of CnC after lunch, I got owned pretty badly.
Janson used GLA Toxin General, while I used China Nuke General. Janson broke through my defenses easily and destroyed my base like a hot knife through butter. Oh well, I guess I gotta work more in building better defenses.
I left his house about 5+, reached home. My body was feeling pretty crappy, I felt extremely tired and lovesick. So I went to listen to Sooyoung's pre-debut music with Malina Takahashi. They debuted as a duo group called Route 0 in 2002 when Sooyoung was just only 12 years old.
Anyway I found some of their songs nice so I went to download them. After that my body still feeling crappy, so I went to lie down on my bed, then Chew Bok wanted to play CnC with me so I joined him in a game.
After that I went to watch Route 0's music videos. Sooyoung was really really beautiful at that time and she will forever be :)
I guess I gotta go and sleep soon, my body is feeling crappy and really lovesick. Shall stop here for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Friday, 16 September 2011
16 September
Okay it's 1:14am in the morning(?), I am supposed to be asleep, because my mum forced me to off my com (zzz). Today I didn't really do much things. I was told by my mum the day before that my grandma and granddad was coming over to our house. Hmmmm I guess it's their first time coming over.
Mum and dad went to settle the catering thingy (basically I didn't do anything). After lunch mum kept bugging me to go downstairs and run. But obviously I was too lazy so I ended up playing com (lol).
I managed to level up my Aran to 125, and my Mechanic to lvl 94. Then I went to do the Bunny event jump quest thingy, in which I failed 100+ times just to get 10 successes. A waste of time, but the rewards were reasonably good. I stopped playing about 5, then unexpectedly, I fell asleep on my bed. I woke up at about 6+, went to eat dinner, then went back to play com again.
I seriously got a super boring life, but I guess I gotta change it myself though. After my terrible work experience, I decided not to work for the time being, I think the nest solution is to occasionally head outside for a run and climb up the stairs once in a while. I think I actually do enjoy the part when I climb up 35 floors then 6 floors down to my level.
Anyway after dinner I was so bored till I decided to go back playing DOTA. I tried using a new hero, the Invoker. When I see others play it, I simply went WOW. The hero apparently has no ultimate, but in which, the Invoker has 3 elements and he can invoke (mix) them together, forming many different kinds of powerful spells. The spells that I like the most is the sun strike and of course the chaos meteor.
I got bored of it so I went to watch We Got Married Pudding and Jelly couple. After that yeah, my mum came in to my room and went to bug me to off my com. In which I ended up lying on my bed and doing nothing besides creating this post.
Although I have already slept in the afternoon (which means at night I can't sleep), I will just try my best to close my eyes and fall asleep. Shall get some rest for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Mum and dad went to settle the catering thingy (basically I didn't do anything). After lunch mum kept bugging me to go downstairs and run. But obviously I was too lazy so I ended up playing com (lol).
I managed to level up my Aran to 125, and my Mechanic to lvl 94. Then I went to do the Bunny event jump quest thingy, in which I failed 100+ times just to get 10 successes. A waste of time, but the rewards were reasonably good. I stopped playing about 5, then unexpectedly, I fell asleep on my bed. I woke up at about 6+, went to eat dinner, then went back to play com again.
I seriously got a super boring life, but I guess I gotta change it myself though. After my terrible work experience, I decided not to work for the time being, I think the nest solution is to occasionally head outside for a run and climb up the stairs once in a while. I think I actually do enjoy the part when I climb up 35 floors then 6 floors down to my level.
Anyway after dinner I was so bored till I decided to go back playing DOTA. I tried using a new hero, the Invoker. When I see others play it, I simply went WOW. The hero apparently has no ultimate, but in which, the Invoker has 3 elements and he can invoke (mix) them together, forming many different kinds of powerful spells. The spells that I like the most is the sun strike and of course the chaos meteor.
I got bored of it so I went to watch We Got Married Pudding and Jelly couple. After that yeah, my mum came in to my room and went to bug me to off my com. In which I ended up lying on my bed and doing nothing besides creating this post.
Although I have already slept in the afternoon (which means at night I can't sleep), I will just try my best to close my eyes and fall asleep. Shall get some rest for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
16 September
Haven't posted about 3-4 days already, because I was too lazy to post, although I actually promised to post everyday about something. Oh well.
Anyway yesterday I went out with PiaoMin back to fairfield to collect her school magazine. Just nice it was dismissal time so I could see many of my NCC juniors walking out of the school compound. After we went to fusion to eat Pastamania. The meal cost me 11 dollars but I guess it was worthwhile. A 7 inch Hawaiian pizza with 3 pieces of garlic bread and 1 regular coke.
Surprisingly PiaoMin ate about 2 times more than me, and she still felt hungry, oh well, I guess my stomach size is made out of sheep's skin(?). After that I took a bus from the bus stop opposite Fairfield. While waiting, PiaoMin called her friend (I think she is a sec 4 student). When I saw her, she looked rather decent to me though, when PiaoMin intro-ed me to her friend, I think I was rather shy so I just gave her a shy smile(?).
Anyway when I reached her house downstairs, we went to the rooftop garden, then she gave a call to Randall (my sec 4 classmate) to join us. After a short while, Randall came with his skateboard, and told us to try it. Hmmm it was difficult though, we played and chatted till about 6 plus. PiaoMin wanted to spam pics so everyone agreed. After that PiaoMin went home, Randall walked home, while I waited for a bus.
Today I woke up at about 10.30, because I was awfully hungry. Mum cooked me breakfast then I went to use com (again). Got totally bored of it so I went to watch Star King on my phone.
Gonna take a short nap now, shall stop here for the moment.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Anyway yesterday I went out with PiaoMin back to fairfield to collect her school magazine. Just nice it was dismissal time so I could see many of my NCC juniors walking out of the school compound. After we went to fusion to eat Pastamania. The meal cost me 11 dollars but I guess it was worthwhile. A 7 inch Hawaiian pizza with 3 pieces of garlic bread and 1 regular coke.
Surprisingly PiaoMin ate about 2 times more than me, and she still felt hungry, oh well, I guess my stomach size is made out of sheep's skin(?). After that I took a bus from the bus stop opposite Fairfield. While waiting, PiaoMin called her friend (I think she is a sec 4 student). When I saw her, she looked rather decent to me though, when PiaoMin intro-ed me to her friend, I think I was rather shy so I just gave her a shy smile(?).
Anyway when I reached her house downstairs, we went to the rooftop garden, then she gave a call to Randall (my sec 4 classmate) to join us. After a short while, Randall came with his skateboard, and told us to try it. Hmmm it was difficult though, we played and chatted till about 6 plus. PiaoMin wanted to spam pics so everyone agreed. After that PiaoMin went home, Randall walked home, while I waited for a bus.
Today I woke up at about 10.30, because I was awfully hungry. Mum cooked me breakfast then I went to use com (again). Got totally bored of it so I went to watch Star King on my phone.
Gonna take a short nap now, shall stop here for the moment.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Tuesday, 13 September 2011
13 September
Today I was woken up by my mum washing the toilet, the scrubbing sounds were really loud so that woke me up real easily. I lied down on my bed and started watching We Got Married (Pudding and Jelly couple). Luckily the haze wasn't so bad today. Living on the 29th story can sure be a living hell whenever the haze comes, your eyes, throat and even your head can hurt badly (which basically was what that happened to me these 2 days).
Anyway I had breakfast, then mum wanted to go out for lunch but I told mum to change it to dinner instead. I went to on my com (as usual), and I went to watch We Got Married Horror special, I absolutely loved that episode, especially the part when Jo Kwon and Ga In went into the "haunted" school. I was laughing my butt off because it was just too funny.
After lunch I went to play 5 minutes of Maple, then 10 minutes of Dota (got totally bored of them). Mum obviously unsastisfied at what I am doing, So I set my com to sleep mode, and went to lie on my bed since the haze was giving me a mild headache. I went to play Zombie Highway on my phone, got bored of it, so I chatted with Shannon. But unfortunately she was out with her friends so I couldn't text her for so long, if not I will just be disturbing her.
Anyway, today while watching the horror special of We Got Married, I really respect Yonghwa and Nichkhun hyung for protecting their wifes. Even in the most scary situation, both of them never used their wifes as a shield, instead they went all out to protect their wifes. I should really take them as my role model, so that I can learn from them. Speaking of husbands and wifes, I was watching the Pudding and Jelly couple, they planned out a hidden camera to scare Yoonji and her husband. Jelly really squeezed out her tears to really set the mood right, and Pudding was also very serious. Wow, that hidden camera was a huge success.
Anyway, at night I went to play 2 matches of Dota with my brother, I treasured that time because we didn't really have any time to play together since he went into the army. He used Knight Davion (Dragin Knight) while I used Crixalis (Sand King). The first match we lost badly because I kept getting ganged, But the second match was much better because I had 13 kills and ZERO deaths (:D)
It's 1:41am in the morning, I'm going to get some rest for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Anyway I had breakfast, then mum wanted to go out for lunch but I told mum to change it to dinner instead. I went to on my com (as usual), and I went to watch We Got Married Horror special, I absolutely loved that episode, especially the part when Jo Kwon and Ga In went into the "haunted" school. I was laughing my butt off because it was just too funny.
After lunch I went to play 5 minutes of Maple, then 10 minutes of Dota (got totally bored of them). Mum obviously unsastisfied at what I am doing, So I set my com to sleep mode, and went to lie on my bed since the haze was giving me a mild headache. I went to play Zombie Highway on my phone, got bored of it, so I chatted with Shannon. But unfortunately she was out with her friends so I couldn't text her for so long, if not I will just be disturbing her.
Anyway, today while watching the horror special of We Got Married, I really respect Yonghwa and Nichkhun hyung for protecting their wifes. Even in the most scary situation, both of them never used their wifes as a shield, instead they went all out to protect their wifes. I should really take them as my role model, so that I can learn from them. Speaking of husbands and wifes, I was watching the Pudding and Jelly couple, they planned out a hidden camera to scare Yoonji and her husband. Jelly really squeezed out her tears to really set the mood right, and Pudding was also very serious. Wow, that hidden camera was a huge success.
Anyway, at night I went to play 2 matches of Dota with my brother, I treasured that time because we didn't really have any time to play together since he went into the army. He used Knight Davion (Dragin Knight) while I used Crixalis (Sand King). The first match we lost badly because I kept getting ganged, But the second match was much better because I had 13 kills and ZERO deaths (:D)
It's 1:41am in the morning, I'm going to get some rest for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Thursday, 8 September 2011
Thursday
After I reached home from Malaysia, I was dead tired of course, so I went to use com, then chatted with Chew Bok on msn, and lastly game about 2-3 hours :)
This will be the shortest post in my entire blog because I don't know what else to post already.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
This will be the shortest post in my entire blog because I don't know what else to post already.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Malaysia
This morning I woke up with my slight headache and my limbs aching from yesterday's Wing Chun PT. My parents decided to go over to Malaysia, and also to cut my hair (D:)
Anyway we took a train to Kranji station, then we took a Malaysian bus to the Singapore customs then blah blah blah. I reached Malaysia about 20 minutes later, we went to eat something, but of course, my stomach decided to become unstable, so I ate something light. I ate noodles with fried egg and luncheon meat, then mum and appa brought me to the hairdresser (D:) Appa went to look at sports shoes somewhere else, so mum and I went to cut our hair (D:)
The guy went to wash my hair and dried it (of course), then he carefully sliced some parts of my hair bit by bit, and obviously I was kinda worried that he would cut my hair wrongly or something. About 10 minutes later, he finished cutting my hair and I didn't like my new hair of course. Appa came back and we went to Macs to have something to drink. After we went to Old Town White Coffee to have a small meal, the Nasi Lemak's chilli was very spicy though (lol)
On the way back, mum and appa taught me how to come to Malaysia by myself next time. It wasn't that difficult after all. I reached home around 5+ and I was dead tired considering my aching limbs.
Now I think I'm gonna game for a short while, shall stop here for the moment.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Anyway we took a train to Kranji station, then we took a Malaysian bus to the Singapore customs then blah blah blah. I reached Malaysia about 20 minutes later, we went to eat something, but of course, my stomach decided to become unstable, so I ate something light. I ate noodles with fried egg and luncheon meat, then mum and appa brought me to the hairdresser (D:) Appa went to look at sports shoes somewhere else, so mum and I went to cut our hair (D:)
The guy went to wash my hair and dried it (of course), then he carefully sliced some parts of my hair bit by bit, and obviously I was kinda worried that he would cut my hair wrongly or something. About 10 minutes later, he finished cutting my hair and I didn't like my new hair of course. Appa came back and we went to Macs to have something to drink. After we went to Old Town White Coffee to have a small meal, the Nasi Lemak's chilli was very spicy though (lol)
On the way back, mum and appa taught me how to come to Malaysia by myself next time. It wasn't that difficult after all. I reached home around 5+ and I was dead tired considering my aching limbs.
Now I think I'm gonna game for a short while, shall stop here for the moment.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Monday, 5 September 2011
Pissed off (again)
Today when I went to Piao Min's house with Chew Bok, Bong and Venessa, we went to take pictures with Piao Min's laptop. After that we went to play pool at Clementi Reacreation centre. After playing pool and taking loads of pictures, all of us agreed to go to Chew Bok's house to enjoy some more fun. But I needed my laptop so I decided to go home to take my laptop out to Chew Bok's house. I called my mum to tell her that I was coming home to grab my laptop.
But my mum wasn't really happy because she thinks that I am wasting money by going out and travelling alot. I have went out a total of 5 times including today. So I just told my mum that I was going out to Chew Bok's house to only play, its not like I'm going to spend more than a hundred bucks (I have never spent that much before). I really wanted to tell my mum back this "Since you say that, Fine, I will stay at home and not spend a single cent, and I wont also find a job since travelling also wastes money according to you"
So I was pissed with my mum when I left the house. I decided not to eat my dinner since I was too angry to eat. I went to play Dota with Chew Bok, it wasn't the first time I played with a friend so it wasn't so difficult to play. But I got ganged a few times by the AI Nevermore (Shadow Fiend) and Witch Doctor. The bright side was that I managed to kill them a few times using the mighty Crixalis (Sand King). We won in the end because of the good teamwork with Chew Bok. He was using Magnix (Pandaren Brewmaster), and all I need was the slowing down in speed and my burrowstrike (stun) and my Epicentre (Ulti) to kill enemy heros easily. If all else fails, Chew Bok uses the Primal Split (Pandaren Brewmaster's Ulti) to summon 3 freaking mighty Pandas to slice the s*** out of the enemy.
Anyway, now I'm pretty bored so I am going to play Dota now.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
But my mum wasn't really happy because she thinks that I am wasting money by going out and travelling alot. I have went out a total of 5 times including today. So I just told my mum that I was going out to Chew Bok's house to only play, its not like I'm going to spend more than a hundred bucks (I have never spent that much before). I really wanted to tell my mum back this "Since you say that, Fine, I will stay at home and not spend a single cent, and I wont also find a job since travelling also wastes money according to you"
So I was pissed with my mum when I left the house. I decided not to eat my dinner since I was too angry to eat. I went to play Dota with Chew Bok, it wasn't the first time I played with a friend so it wasn't so difficult to play. But I got ganged a few times by the AI Nevermore (Shadow Fiend) and Witch Doctor. The bright side was that I managed to kill them a few times using the mighty Crixalis (Sand King). We won in the end because of the good teamwork with Chew Bok. He was using Magnix (Pandaren Brewmaster), and all I need was the slowing down in speed and my burrowstrike (stun) and my Epicentre (Ulti) to kill enemy heros easily. If all else fails, Chew Bok uses the Primal Split (Pandaren Brewmaster's Ulti) to summon 3 freaking mighty Pandas to slice the s*** out of the enemy.
Anyway, now I'm pretty bored so I am going to play Dota now.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Saturday, 3 September 2011
SNSD, one my sources of strength.
Alright this post is really gonna sound very, very weird. So yeah, just saying first. I have been thinking about my pathetic love life for the past few hours. I had no mood to play com, and let alone DOTA. So I went to watch some SNSD variety shows on my com.
To all SNSD antis, no offense or any hard feelings, if you are an anti, then please stop reading this post. For the past few months, whenever I'm upset, angry or frustrated, I will watch SNSD videos because they never fail to make me smile. Even after I get so mad at someone or something, just watching their shows just lightens my mood by alot.
I can proudly say that they are one of my favorite k-groups. Well some antis say that they are plastic, no talents, act pretty, but in the end, its all about personal preference. To me, if I don't like something, most of the time, I will keep the negative comments to myself. Lest I let it out and it upsets or angers other people.
Sometimes I don't understand why some people just don't understand what is called personal preference. Oh well, I hope they will understand it someday.
Back to SNSD, I have started liking each member more and more. Especially Seohyun, whenever I watch We Got Married, I love the way her eyes sparkle whenever she is deep in thought or concentrating on doing something. I also love how she respects other people especially YongHwa.
If they was another girl just like Seohyun, I will be sure to chase after her all the way. Her character just attracts me alot.
I also don't really know what else to post already, because this has been on my mind for an entire day so posted whatever I could post here.
Shall stop here for the night and get some rest.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
To all SNSD antis, no offense or any hard feelings, if you are an anti, then please stop reading this post. For the past few months, whenever I'm upset, angry or frustrated, I will watch SNSD videos because they never fail to make me smile. Even after I get so mad at someone or something, just watching their shows just lightens my mood by alot.
I can proudly say that they are one of my favorite k-groups. Well some antis say that they are plastic, no talents, act pretty, but in the end, its all about personal preference. To me, if I don't like something, most of the time, I will keep the negative comments to myself. Lest I let it out and it upsets or angers other people.
Sometimes I don't understand why some people just don't understand what is called personal preference. Oh well, I hope they will understand it someday.
Back to SNSD, I have started liking each member more and more. Especially Seohyun, whenever I watch We Got Married, I love the way her eyes sparkle whenever she is deep in thought or concentrating on doing something. I also love how she respects other people especially YongHwa.
If they was another girl just like Seohyun, I will be sure to chase after her all the way. Her character just attracts me alot.
I also don't really know what else to post already, because this has been on my mind for an entire day so posted whatever I could post here.
Shall stop here for the night and get some rest.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Friday, 2 September 2011
IT fair! + Spamming pictures
Today I woke up at 8+ and I switched on my com since I had nothing to do. I went to play DOTA and surprisingly, my game results wasn't so bad after all. 16 kills and ZERO deaths :D
Anyway mum went to cook garlic sausage, eggs and bread for my breakfast today (yum yum :D) I gobbled it down, and went out to meet sister Venessa and Chew Bok at Redhill station. We went to City Hall, and of course, I went to eat my lunch. An Über fat chicken chop :D It was totally worth it. After that we walked to Suntec City to visit the IT fair.
To cut the long story short, Chew Bok bought me a new mouse, and I bought a laptop cooling pad. Sister Venessa bought a new purple colour headphones for herself, and Chew Bok bought a iPhone 4 cover, and the rest of the items I forgot. After that we went to Chew Bok's house, and Chew Bok decided to spam pictures again :D
I think we spammed about 80+ photos :) we left his house at about 4.40, since Sister Venessa had to go back to school for her CCA. So Chew Bok came to my house for awhile, and I showed him my morning DOTA game replay :D
Okay it's 1.31am in the morning, and I'm still trying to find out how to fit the mouse cover back ever since I took it out to place the batteries inside. Oh well, I gotta rest now because my eyes are ready to close any moment.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Anyway mum went to cook garlic sausage, eggs and bread for my breakfast today (yum yum :D) I gobbled it down, and went out to meet sister Venessa and Chew Bok at Redhill station. We went to City Hall, and of course, I went to eat my lunch. An Über fat chicken chop :D It was totally worth it. After that we walked to Suntec City to visit the IT fair.
To cut the long story short, Chew Bok bought me a new mouse, and I bought a laptop cooling pad. Sister Venessa bought a new purple colour headphones for herself, and Chew Bok bought a iPhone 4 cover, and the rest of the items I forgot. After that we went to Chew Bok's house, and Chew Bok decided to spam pictures again :D
I think we spammed about 80+ photos :) we left his house at about 4.40, since Sister Venessa had to go back to school for her CCA. So Chew Bok came to my house for awhile, and I showed him my morning DOTA game replay :D
Okay it's 1.31am in the morning, and I'm still trying to find out how to fit the mouse cover back ever since I took it out to place the batteries inside. Oh well, I gotta rest now because my eyes are ready to close any moment.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Thursday! :)
I have decided to make it a point to post everyday, if not 2 days for 1 post (in case I'm lazy) anyway today I woke up to find out that my mum went out to book badminton courts for my dad and his colleagues, and i went to play some games for a short while, until I left for Sister Venessa's house :)
At the bus stop near my house, I sighed because I saw the 196 bus drove past, and it was the red man sign. However, a few seconds later, I saw another 196 bus behind, so I quickly ran all the way and fortunately I was able to catch the bus.
To cut the über long story short, I had to change 3 buses in order to reach Sister Venessa's house. When I reached her house, I went to have some cup noodles that I brought from home. I went to play DOTA after eating, because the Tom Yam flavor was giving me an adrenaline rush (LOL).
After that we went to practice dancing SHINee's lucifer, at the same time, I was jumping up and down (LOL again) I guess I felt high after eating the Tom Yam. Anyway Chew Bok came later, and of course we practiced dancing a bit more before we started watching movies on HBO.
After that we decided to eat Macs since my stomach was ready to go berserk since there was no food inside(?) We went to order our own meals, and of course the most difficult part of the ordering was the waiting of the delicious food to come. The food eventually came (of course), and I gobbled down the food real fast. I think I took about 2-3 minutes to eat my burger (much much faster than expected)
I ate my fries but I couldn't eat finish so I gave them to Ryan, who ate the remaining fries at godspeed. I went back home since Venessa was having piano lessons.
After I reached home, I went to slack, then I went to switch on my com to play. At first playing DOTA wasn't really that bad, till I got real bored of it. So I switched to Maple, which I got bored of it after 3 minutes. So in the I went to play blackshot, and I sweared real loud in front of my com, until my dad came to scold me real loud (D:).
BUT swearing does work for me, when I had a good kill/death count at the last few games. Went to watch We Got Married, and felt sleepy so I switched off my com.
Tomorrow will be a good day for me too :) So I shall stop posting now and get some sleep :)
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
At the bus stop near my house, I sighed because I saw the 196 bus drove past, and it was the red man sign. However, a few seconds later, I saw another 196 bus behind, so I quickly ran all the way and fortunately I was able to catch the bus.
To cut the über long story short, I had to change 3 buses in order to reach Sister Venessa's house. When I reached her house, I went to have some cup noodles that I brought from home. I went to play DOTA after eating, because the Tom Yam flavor was giving me an adrenaline rush (LOL).
After that we went to practice dancing SHINee's lucifer, at the same time, I was jumping up and down (LOL again) I guess I felt high after eating the Tom Yam. Anyway Chew Bok came later, and of course we practiced dancing a bit more before we started watching movies on HBO.
After that we decided to eat Macs since my stomach was ready to go berserk since there was no food inside(?) We went to order our own meals, and of course the most difficult part of the ordering was the waiting of the delicious food to come. The food eventually came (of course), and I gobbled down the food real fast. I think I took about 2-3 minutes to eat my burger (much much faster than expected)
I ate my fries but I couldn't eat finish so I gave them to Ryan, who ate the remaining fries at godspeed. I went back home since Venessa was having piano lessons.
After I reached home, I went to slack, then I went to switch on my com to play. At first playing DOTA wasn't really that bad, till I got real bored of it. So I switched to Maple, which I got bored of it after 3 minutes. So in the I went to play blackshot, and I sweared real loud in front of my com, until my dad came to scold me real loud (D:).
BUT swearing does work for me, when I had a good kill/death count at the last few games. Went to watch We Got Married, and felt sleepy so I switched off my com.
Tomorrow will be a good day for me too :) So I shall stop posting now and get some sleep :)
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Tuesday, 30 August 2011
President Elections + Exams D:
Okay so everyone is now talking about the recent Presidential elections, and how Tony Tan won Tan Cheng Bock by just a slight margin. Honestly, I didn't really care about whether who won, until my mum told me what each candidate wanted to do for Singapore. After that I decided to support Dr. Tan Cheng Bok, as he plans to be the voice of SINGAPOREANS instead of the PAP. Anyway today was the first day of my exam (luckily I only got 2 papers, when I first saw the paper, it didn't really looked as bad as I expected it to be.
In fact, I was able to do most of the questions, until my cold came in and disrupted everything. I remember sneezing countless times. The good thing was thing was that I was able to putt through the exam. After the paper, I went with Teng Kiat, Leon, Jonathan and Jmeen noona to FC4 to eat because I was hungry. As usual I ate my favourite food, sliced fish bee hoon with tom yam soup :), and not forgotting a cup of iced milo :D
After the meal, I went home to relax because I revised for PEEE (Principals Of Electrical and Electronic Engineering) the 2 weeks before the DE paper, but of course I can't slack just because I studied 2 weeks ago. Anyway I took a small nap after dinner, and I directly went to play Maple, but after playing 5 minutes, I got bored of it. So I went to watch We Got Married, I gotta admit, Seohyun's eyes sparkled whenever she is deep in thought, or when concentrating in doing something. I gotta envy YongHwa hyung as he gets to be in this kind of program.
The next day I woke up due someone in the house talking loudly, I can't remember who was it, but I just woke up. Then I went to watch We Got Married (again), but this time it was a different couple. It was 2PM's Nichkhun and f(x)'s Victoria. My first opinion was that , they looked real good together, although Victoria noona is one year older than Nichkhun, but they still got along well together.
Then my dad came to my room and he sort of was a little pissed (could tell with the heavy, displeased breathing). So I got up from my bed and started revising (although I wanted to continue watching We Got Married on my phone, oh well) Anyway, I started watching a new series of We Got Married today. Its the GaIn and JoKwon couple, and the first episode was so interesting until I kept watching it and obviously forgetting to study.
I HAVE to study now, if not tomorrow will be hell for me.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
In fact, I was able to do most of the questions, until my cold came in and disrupted everything. I remember sneezing countless times. The good thing was thing was that I was able to putt through the exam. After the paper, I went with Teng Kiat, Leon, Jonathan and Jmeen noona to FC4 to eat because I was hungry. As usual I ate my favourite food, sliced fish bee hoon with tom yam soup :), and not forgotting a cup of iced milo :D
After the meal, I went home to relax because I revised for PEEE (Principals Of Electrical and Electronic Engineering) the 2 weeks before the DE paper, but of course I can't slack just because I studied 2 weeks ago. Anyway I took a small nap after dinner, and I directly went to play Maple, but after playing 5 minutes, I got bored of it. So I went to watch We Got Married, I gotta admit, Seohyun's eyes sparkled whenever she is deep in thought, or when concentrating in doing something. I gotta envy YongHwa hyung as he gets to be in this kind of program.
The next day I woke up due someone in the house talking loudly, I can't remember who was it, but I just woke up. Then I went to watch We Got Married (again), but this time it was a different couple. It was 2PM's Nichkhun and f(x)'s Victoria. My first opinion was that , they looked real good together, although Victoria noona is one year older than Nichkhun, but they still got along well together.
Then my dad came to my room and he sort of was a little pissed (could tell with the heavy, displeased breathing). So I got up from my bed and started revising (although I wanted to continue watching We Got Married on my phone, oh well) Anyway, I started watching a new series of We Got Married today. Its the GaIn and JoKwon couple, and the first episode was so interesting until I kept watching it and obviously forgetting to study.
I HAVE to study now, if not tomorrow will be hell for me.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Saturday, 27 August 2011
Saturday
Today I was one hour late in meeting Ryan in school to study, because the weather was totally perfect for sleeping, especially in the morning when the conditions are perfect for sleeping. I was supposed to meet Ryan at nine, but it was nearly 10 when I reached school and met him. At first the studying went well, but later into the session, I felt there was a blizzard going around me. The giant fan above my head plus the cool weather, which of course resulted in a cold D:
It was about one when my stomach decided to remind me to eat, however theres was no food court open in the school since it was a weekend. So I walked to the MRT station where there was a 7-11 outlet. I bought chips and my favourite Slupee, since I haven't drank it for ages, it felt like I was drinking pure spring water obtained from the mountains. Ryan later went to buy cup noodles for me since I was still hungry. I compiled all my notes today and then I tried out the sample papers, and wow I could do most of the questions :D I was kinda proud of myself for once. Anyway there were some questions here and there which I could not do, tomorrow I must do those questions which I do not know how to do, and clarify all doubts by tomorrow, so monday I can just simply go to school and refresh my memory :)
Anyway Ryan decided to spam Venessa on skype, and after 15 mins of spamming, Venessa told us she just completed her vocal lessons over skype, and her teacher was from Las Vegas, the name is Greg Enriquez or something. Anyway I was kinda amazed her teacher was actually from Las Vegas. The word globalisation came to my head the moment she told me her teacher was from the US. After lunch I studied for another half an hour, then Ryan decided to play CnC. So, I joined him of course :P We played King Of The Hill and basically I just kept nuking the enemy because they kept irritating me again and again. After playing we went to sit down at the empty space between T18 and T17. Like yesterday, we chatted about many funny stuffs and also played with our phones.
1 hour later, the sky threatened to rain again, so I went home quickly. At home, the wind was OMG, it was very strong, cooling and lastly comfortable. So obviously I took a nap to regain my energy for the night.
Its 1:23am now, and I should be getting some sleep because I have another day of revision tomorrow :)
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
It was about one when my stomach decided to remind me to eat, however theres was no food court open in the school since it was a weekend. So I walked to the MRT station where there was a 7-11 outlet. I bought chips and my favourite Slupee, since I haven't drank it for ages, it felt like I was drinking pure spring water obtained from the mountains. Ryan later went to buy cup noodles for me since I was still hungry. I compiled all my notes today and then I tried out the sample papers, and wow I could do most of the questions :D I was kinda proud of myself for once. Anyway there were some questions here and there which I could not do, tomorrow I must do those questions which I do not know how to do, and clarify all doubts by tomorrow, so monday I can just simply go to school and refresh my memory :)
Anyway Ryan decided to spam Venessa on skype, and after 15 mins of spamming, Venessa told us she just completed her vocal lessons over skype, and her teacher was from Las Vegas, the name is Greg Enriquez or something. Anyway I was kinda amazed her teacher was actually from Las Vegas. The word globalisation came to my head the moment she told me her teacher was from the US. After lunch I studied for another half an hour, then Ryan decided to play CnC. So, I joined him of course :P We played King Of The Hill and basically I just kept nuking the enemy because they kept irritating me again and again. After playing we went to sit down at the empty space between T18 and T17. Like yesterday, we chatted about many funny stuffs and also played with our phones.
1 hour later, the sky threatened to rain again, so I went home quickly. At home, the wind was OMG, it was very strong, cooling and lastly comfortable. So obviously I took a nap to regain my energy for the night.
Its 1:23am now, and I should be getting some sleep because I have another day of revision tomorrow :)
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Friday, 26 August 2011
Concussion + spoiled internet
I took a nap from 7pm to around 7:40pm, and when I woke up, the part where my head hit the wall 2 days back was aching a little, but I think the concussion in my head will last for quite some time though. I was rather sleepy and hungry when I woke up, so I wen to the kitchen and chewed on some bread and ham. My internet was down, so I had no choice but to use the Cisco AnyConnect Client(?) <-------- (not so sure of the name though).
The last time I used that client thingy, was before my AutoCad lab test a month back. The client lagged up my entire computer until AutoCad crashed about 2 - 3 times when I was practicing it. Surprisingly, the client did not lag my com, it even provided the internet as quick as my home's. I studied for another 1 hour+, then Ryan MSN-ed me to ask me to play CnC with him. I quickly agreed but however, our game systems had glitches so we were unable to play together D:
I decided to play a game by myself, and the results were not really that sastisfying because my defenses were broken through many times D: In addition the enemy para-bombed my base --------------> = money gone D:
Anyway now I'm waiting for tomorrow to come because I will be going back to school to do the sample papers and also to enjoy last few moments with my brothers and sisters before they head off for their holidays after our exams. Luckily, Sister Venessa isn't going anyway so I can go her house when I'm bored!!! hahahaha. Mum went out for dinner with her friends so my and my brother were at home since around 6+.
My brother was complaining about the internet since it was down for 2 days and StarHub didn't do anything about it even though my mum called StarHub multiple times. Appa came back from his bowling practice with high spirits because I guessed he had a good game. But his high spirits was ruined after he found out that StarHub did not do anything at our spoiled internet, oh well I can't really say anything about it, because when my dad gets pissed, nothing will be nice. Oh well, my dad has been like that since? I don't know.
Apparently my dad and mum were discussing about our spoiled internet yesterday night and then I was wishing that it could be fixed by today. I secretly wished it was fixed by today because I wanted to play Maple, I made a small deal with my guild master and promised him to complete the task by TODAY, but because of my spoiled internet, I risk getting kicked out of the guild D:
Now I'm watching anything I can watch on TV since my laptop's entertainment levels has hit the floor ever since my internet was down. D:
Shall stop posting here because I don't know what to post already.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Anyway now I'm waiting for tomorrow to come because I will be going back to school to do the sample papers and also to enjoy last few moments with my brothers and sisters before they head off for their holidays after our exams. Luckily, Sister Venessa isn't going anyway so I can go her house when I'm bored!!! hahahaha. Mum went out for dinner with her friends so my and my brother were at home since around 6+.
My brother was complaining about the internet since it was down for 2 days and StarHub didn't do anything about it even though my mum called StarHub multiple times. Appa came back from his bowling practice with high spirits because I guessed he had a good game. But his high spirits was ruined after he found out that StarHub did not do anything at our spoiled internet, oh well I can't really say anything about it, because when my dad gets pissed, nothing will be nice. Oh well, my dad has been like that since? I don't know.
Apparently my dad and mum were discussing about our spoiled internet yesterday night and then I was wishing that it could be fixed by today. I secretly wished it was fixed by today because I wanted to play Maple, I made a small deal with my guild master and promised him to complete the task by TODAY, but because of my spoiled internet, I risk getting kicked out of the guild D:
Now I'm watching anything I can watch on TV since my laptop's entertainment levels has hit the floor ever since my internet was down. D:
Shall stop posting here because I don't know what to post already.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Friday
Yesterday night I arranged to meet Ryan in achool at 8am. I set my alarm to wake me up at 7 today, however I only remembered setting 3 alarms. This morning, I heard about 10 - 12 alarms. When I looked closely on my phone, it was Ryan calling me. I lazily answered my phone and told him that I was late (obviously), after he put down the call, I saw that he had called me for about 9 times (which basically explained why there were so many 'alarms' that morning, oh well)
I zoomed all the way to school, I reached 5 mins earlier than the usual 15 minutes because I couldn't keep him waiting. We ate breakfast at Macs at about 9, and we went to the 3rd floor of the main library. It was totally deserted (yes, really deserted), I went to study 2 hours of DE, then I went to watch We Got Married on the net, I had a good laugh while watching. At around 2+ I went to have lunch with Ryan at FC2. Ryan told me he didn't want to eat at first.
But within seconds after I started eating, he suddenly stood up and said that he was going to eat. We chatted as we ate, after that we went to the empty space in between T17 and T18. And we chatted again about all the funny moments about our childhood, I also had a good laugh on that especially when Ryan told me about the times when he stayed at Heritage View. Especially when he told me about the lawn mower and the crow that was sliced by the lawn mower. Ryan's exam starts at 4 so I left about 3:45 so that he could refresh his memory the last few moments before his exam.
I left for home, only to find out that my internet is still down (2 days already), looks like I will be out of action for another 2 - 3 days. BUT the goodside, I am able to concentrate on my studies for the up coming exam :) So I guess that is not really a bad thing though. I'm gonna take a nap now because I'm rather sleepy. Shall stop here for now.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
I zoomed all the way to school, I reached 5 mins earlier than the usual 15 minutes because I couldn't keep him waiting. We ate breakfast at Macs at about 9, and we went to the 3rd floor of the main library. It was totally deserted (yes, really deserted), I went to study 2 hours of DE, then I went to watch We Got Married on the net, I had a good laugh while watching. At around 2+ I went to have lunch with Ryan at FC2. Ryan told me he didn't want to eat at first.
But within seconds after I started eating, he suddenly stood up and said that he was going to eat. We chatted as we ate, after that we went to the empty space in between T17 and T18. And we chatted again about all the funny moments about our childhood, I also had a good laugh on that especially when Ryan told me about the times when he stayed at Heritage View. Especially when he told me about the lawn mower and the crow that was sliced by the lawn mower. Ryan's exam starts at 4 so I left about 3:45 so that he could refresh his memory the last few moments before his exam.
I left for home, only to find out that my internet is still down (2 days already), looks like I will be out of action for another 2 - 3 days. BUT the goodside, I am able to concentrate on my studies for the up coming exam :) So I guess that is not really a bad thing though. I'm gonna take a nap now because I'm rather sleepy. Shall stop here for now.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Thursday, 25 August 2011
Wed and Thursday (Continued)
After we met, we took a bus back to Fairfield, at the guard house, the security guard didn't let Brother Chew Bok in because he was not wearing shoes. So Sister Venessa and I went inside and collect the school magazine. I was kinda surprised when they handed me a CD and told me that was the school magazine, and at the same time, a thousand thoughts came inside my head.
Was the school trying to be creative for once or is the school just trying to be cheapskate? Anyway after we collected the CDs, we headed to Fusionopolis to have lunch. I saw many Fairfield students which reminded me of my secondary school days in which after school I would join Sister Venessa, Brother Chew Bok and Brother Ryan Silver for lunch over there. We ate at 18 chefs(?) <------------- I can't remember the name of the restaurant because its the first time I'm eating there. I ate Pasta with Tangy Tomato sauce with chicken sausages, and the Tangy Tomato sauce was awesome, better than most pastas I have eaten in my whole life. The meal also included a FREE iced lemon tea and cookies and cream ice cream!! All for only $6.40!!! I was glad they introduced me this restaurant because its super cheap and the food is great :) After lunch, we walked from Fusion back to my house where we decided to spam some pictures because we had nothing to do. I think we spammed about 90+ pictures :) Here are some of them (I decided to put some pictures in my blog because I felt it was something new to my blog)
The first few pictures taken (testing testing)
Major height difference :D
ME and Sister Venessa :). Apparently after Brother Chew Bok tagged us, everyone said we looked like sisters. I was like WHAT?!?! To prevent any misunderstandings, I.AM.NOT.A.GIRL.ITS.JUST.THAT.I.HAVE.LONG.HAIR. Oh well I guess its really time to cut my hair after 7 months+
I shall cut my hair after my exams, because no one really cuts their hair after exams because they would be busy playing and enjoying themselves.
Oh yeah don't ask why there is only 3 pictures out of the 90+ plus pictures we spammed. It's gonna take me years to post every single picture down so I decided to post the best 3 pictures out of the entire folder of 90+ pictures.
I will stop posting here because I'm too tired to continue posting.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Was the school trying to be creative for once or is the school just trying to be cheapskate? Anyway after we collected the CDs, we headed to Fusionopolis to have lunch. I saw many Fairfield students which reminded me of my secondary school days in which after school I would join Sister Venessa, Brother Chew Bok and Brother Ryan Silver for lunch over there. We ate at 18 chefs(?) <------------- I can't remember the name of the restaurant because its the first time I'm eating there. I ate Pasta with Tangy Tomato sauce with chicken sausages, and the Tangy Tomato sauce was awesome, better than most pastas I have eaten in my whole life. The meal also included a FREE iced lemon tea and cookies and cream ice cream!! All for only $6.40!!! I was glad they introduced me this restaurant because its super cheap and the food is great :) After lunch, we walked from Fusion back to my house where we decided to spam some pictures because we had nothing to do. I think we spammed about 90+ pictures :) Here are some of them (I decided to put some pictures in my blog because I felt it was something new to my blog)
I shall cut my hair after my exams, because no one really cuts their hair after exams because they would be busy playing and enjoying themselves.
Oh yeah don't ask why there is only 3 pictures out of the 90+ plus pictures we spammed. It's gonna take me years to post every single picture down so I decided to post the best 3 pictures out of the entire folder of 90+ pictures.
I will stop posting here because I'm too tired to continue posting.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Wed and Thursday
These 2 days I could say they were pretty good and bad days for me. Firstly I woke up at around 7:55 (naturally woke up), and then disaster struck. I sat upright and stared into blank space. Then the next moment, I lied down full force on my pillow, expecting it to have a soft landing, but then, I hit my head hard on the wall. The resulting impact instantly woke me up, and I was like, what just happened to me? Anyway, my friend who visited SP for this week texted me early in the morning because he was unable to use the school's internet because he didn't have a SPICE account.
Anyway my friend was called Yong Keen. Yong Keen asked me why can't he access the school's internet. So I sent him a text immediately asking him whether it was spwireless or wireless@sg. However, Sister Venessa replied to me, I was very surprised. So I told sent a text to Sister Venessa telling her it was a mistake. However Yong Keen replied to me this time, and I realised that I sent Yong Keen and Sister Venessa wrong messages. What a huge blunder! The disaster did not stop here, later at around 11am, when Sister Venessa asked me where to meet so that later Brother Chew Bok can join us to go back to our secondary school to collect our school magazine.
So I told Sister Venessa to meet at 12pm near the Convention Centre, at the same time I asked Brother Chew Bok where he was since his exam ended. However minutes after I sent Sister Venessa the text message, I realised I sent Sister Venessa the text message which was meant to be sent to Brother Chew Bok.
Looks like the concussion in the morning is taking its toll on me, judging from the severity of the concussion and the number of text messaging mistakes I made today.
Shall stop posting here, gotta study :)
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Anyway my friend was called Yong Keen. Yong Keen asked me why can't he access the school's internet. So I sent him a text immediately asking him whether it was spwireless or wireless@sg. However, Sister Venessa replied to me, I was very surprised. So I told sent a text to Sister Venessa telling her it was a mistake. However Yong Keen replied to me this time, and I realised that I sent Yong Keen and Sister Venessa wrong messages. What a huge blunder! The disaster did not stop here, later at around 11am, when Sister Venessa asked me where to meet so that later Brother Chew Bok can join us to go back to our secondary school to collect our school magazine.
So I told Sister Venessa to meet at 12pm near the Convention Centre, at the same time I asked Brother Chew Bok where he was since his exam ended. However minutes after I sent Sister Venessa the text message, I realised I sent Sister Venessa the text message which was meant to be sent to Brother Chew Bok.
Looks like the concussion in the morning is taking its toll on me, judging from the severity of the concussion and the number of text messaging mistakes I made today.
Shall stop posting here, gotta study :)
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Tuesday, 23 August 2011
Study day
Today I went to NP to meet up with Brother Chew Bok and Leddin, I reached NP and that place was completely foreign to me. I had lunch and during lunch, I heard someone played Taeyang - Wedding Dress and River Flows In You - Yiruma on the piano near us. I gotta admit, I was completely mesmerized by that beautiful music, I hope to play that to my girlfriend next time. However, I totally suck in playing instruments, so I gotta take up lessons if I really want to play that song in the near future.
After that I went back to SP to have dinner with Chew Bok, then Venessa joined us after I ate finish my meal, then we headed to CASS (T19) and sat down near the cafe. We chatted and decided to spam picture <----- (haha it was a long time since we did that in Secondary school) At about 7:15, Venessa had to leave for home, so I walked home by myself. When I reached home, I bathed and had a small bowl of cereal (yum yum)
I switched on my com and I tried studying for DE awhile, then I chatted with Venessa and Chew Bok on oovoo for almost 2 hours+ (haha I laughed so much while chatting with them, especially on the part when Venessa was eating in front of the webcam, I almost died laughing on the way she was eating) Then I went to watch a variety show on my phone.
I realised that I had a new ideal girl. She is Seohyun from Girl's Generation, I like her because she is so cautious, thorough in everything she does, and she is kind, loving and caring. Lastly I think she is really beautiful (basically she fits my description and criteria for my ideal girlfriend)
BUT, the downside is that I would never be able to meet her, so I guess its all just wishful thinking. My life has been sucky since the start of poly. There were happy times but the amount of sad times is just overwhelming, and I am going berserk when I just think about them.
Oh well, I just gotta blame on my lousy luck, no matter how many times I complain about why is it me who gets the bad luck.
Its 12:32am, I'm tired so I'm gonna get some rest for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
After that I went back to SP to have dinner with Chew Bok, then Venessa joined us after I ate finish my meal, then we headed to CASS (T19) and sat down near the cafe. We chatted and decided to spam picture <----- (haha it was a long time since we did that in Secondary school) At about 7:15, Venessa had to leave for home, so I walked home by myself. When I reached home, I bathed and had a small bowl of cereal (yum yum)
I switched on my com and I tried studying for DE awhile, then I chatted with Venessa and Chew Bok on oovoo for almost 2 hours+ (haha I laughed so much while chatting with them, especially on the part when Venessa was eating in front of the webcam, I almost died laughing on the way she was eating) Then I went to watch a variety show on my phone.
I realised that I had a new ideal girl. She is Seohyun from Girl's Generation, I like her because she is so cautious, thorough in everything she does, and she is kind, loving and caring. Lastly I think she is really beautiful (basically she fits my description and criteria for my ideal girlfriend)
BUT, the downside is that I would never be able to meet her, so I guess its all just wishful thinking. My life has been sucky since the start of poly. There were happy times but the amount of sad times is just overwhelming, and I am going berserk when I just think about them.
Oh well, I just gotta blame on my lousy luck, no matter how many times I complain about why is it me who gets the bad luck.
Its 12:32am, I'm tired so I'm gonna get some rest for the night.
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Sunday, 21 August 2011
Love life (Part 1)
Sometimes, I just really wonder about alot of things. Questions pop up inside my head every now and then. The most common questions that I always have inside my head is that, how does it feel like to be accepted by the girl you like? How can you love and feel loved by the person you love? What is the feeling when you get a hug from the person you love?
These questions pop up in my head, but time after time, I am unable to answer them. However, I sort of got the slight feeling of giving a hug to my girl in a dream. I remember clearly it was near a jetty, and that my girl was crying, hard. And that very moment, I just stretched my hands out, and hugged her. I wanted her to feel safe, and comforted at the same time. I wanted to give all my love to her.
That very moment, a large tsunami came, we ran for our lives. I held her hands and ran all the way, not looking behind. Suddenly I heard a loud thud. I realized that she had fallen to the ground, I ran back to save her, but only to realize that it was too late to run away from the waves. So I hugged her tight, and I said to her, "I will never leave you, even in the brink of death" I closed my eyes, and she closed hers, and the next moment I could feel the cold water over my shoulders and my entire body. Even as the waves swept us away, I did not let her go, as promised.
That very moment, I woke up, and I was relieved but sad at the same time. I was relieved that this did not really happened, as it all occurred in a dream. However, I was sad because only then, it will prove how strong my love for my girl will be. I don't think any one right now will understand how much I am going to love my girl.
Another thing that is burdening me is my hover hand syndrome. I just have this fear of touching girls. Even if it's only placing on shoulders, I still have the hesitation of placing my hand there. I guess that's gonna be one of my big problems in the future when I do get a girlfriend.
Anyway it's 1:15 am in the morning now, I better get some rest because tomorrow will be a day of revision for me
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
These questions pop up in my head, but time after time, I am unable to answer them. However, I sort of got the slight feeling of giving a hug to my girl in a dream. I remember clearly it was near a jetty, and that my girl was crying, hard. And that very moment, I just stretched my hands out, and hugged her. I wanted her to feel safe, and comforted at the same time. I wanted to give all my love to her.
That very moment, a large tsunami came, we ran for our lives. I held her hands and ran all the way, not looking behind. Suddenly I heard a loud thud. I realized that she had fallen to the ground, I ran back to save her, but only to realize that it was too late to run away from the waves. So I hugged her tight, and I said to her, "I will never leave you, even in the brink of death" I closed my eyes, and she closed hers, and the next moment I could feel the cold water over my shoulders and my entire body. Even as the waves swept us away, I did not let her go, as promised.
That very moment, I woke up, and I was relieved but sad at the same time. I was relieved that this did not really happened, as it all occurred in a dream. However, I was sad because only then, it will prove how strong my love for my girl will be. I don't think any one right now will understand how much I am going to love my girl.
Another thing that is burdening me is my hover hand syndrome. I just have this fear of touching girls. Even if it's only placing on shoulders, I still have the hesitation of placing my hand there. I guess that's gonna be one of my big problems in the future when I do get a girlfriend.
Anyway it's 1:15 am in the morning now, I better get some rest because tomorrow will be a day of revision for me
당신이 여자 사랑
*Signing Off*
Saturday, 20 August 2011
Disappointed with myself
Eternity has passed and I finally decided to post something because I can't sleep. 12:58AM and I should be fast asleep, BUT my hungry stomach and my heart refuses to let me sleep.
Anyway the good news for the next 3 weeks to come is that there will be no more lessons in school, meaning that I can slack more(?) I remember about something weeks ago, I was at Brother Janson's house celebrating National Day. I was surprised as I could remember almost all of the commands they executed even though it has been about 1 year since I graduated from Fairfield NCC. Anyway when the National Anthem was played and the helicopter with the flag flew past, I could not help but just go out to his house's balcony, and salute to the direction of the Singapore Flag.
I just couldn't help but salute because of what my country has provided for me and my family for 16.8 years on my life. And to repay my country, I WILL serve NS with the fullest of my ability and pass out as a top grade 3rd Sergeant. Anyway to me the best part of the Parade was the marching in of the G.O.H (Guard Of Honours). I am not surprised on the discipline and precision of the men marching, because they are chosen out of thousands of other soldiers to march during NDP, therefore their standards are one of the highest out of the entire cohort of soldiers.
Anyway back to my pathetic life, I had no more AutoCad lessons so after PEEE lecture, I went to SP colours library to go and study with my classmates. 1 hour into the session and they were like playing Sushido(?) Sushido is a game on Viwawa <---- (a gaming website) I gotta admit I suck at these kind of games because I guess those weren't the right games for me.
Now to my love life, after weeks and weeks of confused feelings, I have decided to continue scouting for another one. But this time, I have set the standards to even higher ones so that my heart won't take just anyone in. I gotta admit scouting for one sucks because you look and feel like an idiot when you are scouting for one. Next, the more you can't find, the more desperate your heart gets.
Your heart will become as confused as your mind is, and that feeling absolutely SUCKS. Anyway these few days sucked for me. Especially on Thursday. It happened during IE (Intro to Engineering). I was troubleshooting the circuit board because it refused to work. So I used the soldering iron to clear off any burnt solder and also to make a clear path in between the "lanes" of the circuit board so that it will reduce the chances of a short circuit.
I eventually gave up because the circuit board couldn't work again. I realized that Faiz was learning how to play DOTA too. So I went over to see how was he doing. Since I'm a beginner too, I decided to join him in a game. Henderson, David and Jonathan joined in later, and I got owned obviously.
But the point was that when Leon succeeded in making the board work, I was happy at first. However I suddenly felt extremely disappointed with myself. There he is working his ass off to help the both of us pass this project, and there I am playing DOTA. I obviously don't think thats right. After lunch, the disappointment and the guilt got the better of me and I just left for home immediately.
It's been about a day since I reflected on what I did, and I promise to myself, I will never ditch a teammate, friend and most importantly, the girl whom I love the most. I will help people with the best of my ability and most importantly, love and care for my girl.
당신이 여자 사랑.
*Signing Off*
Anyway the good news for the next 3 weeks to come is that there will be no more lessons in school, meaning that I can slack more(?) I remember about something weeks ago, I was at Brother Janson's house celebrating National Day. I was surprised as I could remember almost all of the commands they executed even though it has been about 1 year since I graduated from Fairfield NCC. Anyway when the National Anthem was played and the helicopter with the flag flew past, I could not help but just go out to his house's balcony, and salute to the direction of the Singapore Flag.
I just couldn't help but salute because of what my country has provided for me and my family for 16.8 years on my life. And to repay my country, I WILL serve NS with the fullest of my ability and pass out as a top grade 3rd Sergeant. Anyway to me the best part of the Parade was the marching in of the G.O.H (Guard Of Honours). I am not surprised on the discipline and precision of the men marching, because they are chosen out of thousands of other soldiers to march during NDP, therefore their standards are one of the highest out of the entire cohort of soldiers.
Anyway back to my pathetic life, I had no more AutoCad lessons so after PEEE lecture, I went to SP colours library to go and study with my classmates. 1 hour into the session and they were like playing Sushido(?) Sushido is a game on Viwawa <---- (a gaming website) I gotta admit I suck at these kind of games because I guess those weren't the right games for me.
Now to my love life, after weeks and weeks of confused feelings, I have decided to continue scouting for another one. But this time, I have set the standards to even higher ones so that my heart won't take just anyone in. I gotta admit scouting for one sucks because you look and feel like an idiot when you are scouting for one. Next, the more you can't find, the more desperate your heart gets.
Your heart will become as confused as your mind is, and that feeling absolutely SUCKS. Anyway these few days sucked for me. Especially on Thursday. It happened during IE (Intro to Engineering). I was troubleshooting the circuit board because it refused to work. So I used the soldering iron to clear off any burnt solder and also to make a clear path in between the "lanes" of the circuit board so that it will reduce the chances of a short circuit.
I eventually gave up because the circuit board couldn't work again. I realized that Faiz was learning how to play DOTA too. So I went over to see how was he doing. Since I'm a beginner too, I decided to join him in a game. Henderson, David and Jonathan joined in later, and I got owned obviously.
But the point was that when Leon succeeded in making the board work, I was happy at first. However I suddenly felt extremely disappointed with myself. There he is working his ass off to help the both of us pass this project, and there I am playing DOTA. I obviously don't think thats right. After lunch, the disappointment and the guilt got the better of me and I just left for home immediately.
It's been about a day since I reflected on what I did, and I promise to myself, I will never ditch a teammate, friend and most importantly, the girl whom I love the most. I will help people with the best of my ability and most importantly, love and care for my girl.
당신이 여자 사랑.
*Signing Off*
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