Idols

I really don't know what to post, shall post on which female idols that I think look beautiful to me.

1. Choi Sooyoung :)
The reason is very obvious, she's my favorite out them, and also my ideal girl. She's very funny, kind and caring, and of course, beautiful to me. A supporting vocalist of the group Girl's Generation, and stands at 171cm tall.

2. Ham Eunjung
I'm not really sure why I put her as second place. There's something very attractive about her. She's sometimes a little too honest when she speaks about certain stuff. Nevertheless, she's cute the way she is. Lead vocalist in the 6 member girl group T-ara, ex-leader of the group.

3. Ueno Juri
When I first saw her as a guest in the show We Got Married, I was kinda surprised, she just looks different from the many Japanese idols that I saw before.

4. Kang Sora
Basically I agree on what Leeteuk hyung describes about her. Baby fat on her cheeks, teary eyes, and of course, beautiful too. Female actress, best known from the Korean movie, Sunny.

I can't seem to find a good picture of her. Oh well.

5. Lee Yeon Hee
I remember seeing her act in the same movie as Sooyoung. She's a very young actress, about the same age as the SNSD members. She is just beautiful, and really cute. When I saw her guest starring in Running Man, she is just cute, and nothing else. Was a potential member of Girl's Generation but dropped out to focus on acting instead of singing. Currently under the same company as Girl's Generation (S.M. Entertainment)

6. Victoria Song
She's captured my attention when I was watching her episodes of We Got Married together with Nichkhun hyung. She is not those whiny type, but instead she has a innocent and playful and she always puts her best foot forward everytime. I enjoy the particular episode when they were both in Thailand. She looks beautiful^1000000 with that headband on. From Qingdao, China, leader of the quintet dance group, f(x)

7. Song Ji Hyo
I remember seeing her before in dramas that aired many years back. But my best memory of her is from the current variety comedy show, Running Man. I think her best features are her eyes, smiles and of course, her beauty. She's just different from all the other running man members. Most of the time, composed and innocent, but sometimes funny especially when she uses informal speech. 

The pathway in a new life 3

I'm back to this blog after a long hiatus, including alot of laziness and forgetting to post sometimes :P I guess it has been about 2+ months since I last posted something. Anyway now it's the holidays, and there's about 2+ weeks before term 4 of my polytechnic school commences. What have I been doing during this holiday? I went out with friends, chatted with people I have not chatted with for more than 3 years already, and I am also looking forward for the BBQ party Chew Bok organized at the first day of the new year. 

Anyway, few days back, I went to a fencing competition that Janson was participating in. I met Chew Bok at redhill station and then we had breakfast at Whitesands shopping mall before heading to the competition venue. When we reached there, we couldn't see him because there were too many fencers from the same Junior College as him, and also fencers from other Junior Colleges. Since I don't really know how then fencing scoring works, I just sat there and watched.

There were a few girls that were from the same fencing team and Junior College as Janson. One of them particularly caught my eye. She has really pretty eyes, and a very nice smile. She looks really beautiful to me (sort of like a unique aura emitting from her). After Janson had finish fencing, I went to ask him who she was. 

After Janson told me who she was, I was quite disappointed because I found out that she's actually a retainee, in other words, she's a 93 while I'm a 94. I tried to look out for her most of the time when I was sitting. At one point of time, she came with a guy, that guy was rather muscular (compared to me I was like an anchovy D:) 

Since they looked so close so I guessed that they were boyfriend and girlfriend. When Janson, Chew Bok and I were eating break at Pastamania, I went to ask Janson if that guy was her boyfriend, however Janson said that he wasn't. Inside I was a bit happy since I know that she's not taken, BUT even if I do want to meet her, it wouldn't sound right for a 94 dating a 93 (at least to me)

So yeah I went home feeling sleepy and I was thinking of her partially. My brother came home from the army camp, then we both played DOTA together since we haven't played together for a long time. He used Luna Moonfang for both matches while  I used Nevermore and Magina respectively. 

Today I found this very touching and nice song by Lee Seung Gi. I listened for the first 25 seconds and I really loved that song alot. It's a very nice love song that basically describes my situation right now, clueless and confused. 

So yeah, I've got more stuff to share but it's 2.20am and I have to get some rest. I shall stop here now :) Nights! :)

The pathway in a new life 2

Haven't posted since I don't know when, totally had no mood to post anything. My laptop yesterday started to malfunction slowly, the hard-disk kept telling me there's a warning that it is failing. Basically it's just something bad, luckily I managed to back up all my info including my school documents, music, pictures and 1 or 2 games. I started using back my desktop since it's the only available computer in the house now. 

Today I used the com and played some games, totally had no mood to study or do any schoolwork. After lunch I tried doing my DE lab assignment, I couldn't test it out since my laptop is malfunctioning, so I just listened to music while playing Minecraft. About 4+, Janson called me and asked me whether I wanted to go out and have dinner at Chew Bok's Aunt's food stall. I quickly agreed and met them at Suntec City, we then took a bus to the location. We then ate dinner, a plate of beef fried rice with chicken wings. After that we chatted and laughed while playing cards. We went home after that. 

These few weeks in school was pretty shitty for me. I have been feeling crappy and lovesick, and annoyed. Annoyed by someone and also by the work and presentations. But the worse was the lovesick feeling. 

It all started last Thursday, it was the PEEE practical session. I was just connecting some simple circuits, just then, I had a flashback on that girl that I like previously. She just suddenly appeared in my mind. I sort of miss her, especially when she played a big role in helping me get through secondary 4. I still think of her nowadays, but I think about how happy she is without me inside her memory. I shall just watch her from afar as she goes into happiness.....

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Yesterday was a pretty good and bad day for me. I woke up feeling reluctant to go to school. But I managed to get myself out of bed and dragged my feet to school. During GenEd, I was like yawning non stop, and Kim of course, continued with the lesson. Luckily I managed to stay awake when Kim was explaining the part on the graded presentation, AND next week's lesson starts at 9 since the consultation slots have been picked. After GenEd was PEEE tutorial that I was completely awake, as his lesson was pretty stress especially when the lecturer calls your name and you can't answer his question.

After lunch, I went back home to rest, then I opened my own minecraft server in which Jonathan taught me how to do so. I played for a short while before Jonathan joined in and played together with me. I had to go back to school for Wing Chun training. I could say this training was pretty good. I trained with a senior and I could execute the defence techniques pretty well. After training, there was a games session and we played ultimate frisbee. My team emerged 2nd out of 4 teams so I felt rather good.

I went home at about 9+ I bathed then ate my dinner till almost 12 midnight since I was eating while playing minecraft. I then watched the first episode of We Got Married Leeteuk and Sora, before switching off my com and going to sleep. Tomorrow I have a long day ahead of me, and tomorrow I have to carry my toolbox to school (a box full of burdens). Nights :)

The pathway in a new life

I haven't posted for about almost two weeks because school had started and I was lazy to post since I had to sleep early. My new life began two weeks ago. I had some new lecturers and of course, new modules and homework. Some new modules were fun, and with more homework coming in, I guess I have to kick in some discipline in my life. I tried to make it a point to do some tutorial questions daily, however it was difficult as there were distractions all around me (my bed, computer games, food, TV). So far I have revised some modules by doing the tutorial questions and also by listening more to class. I found some modules more interesting than the others. So I have decided to start paying more attention during lessons, go out less often (although I have already cut down the number of times I go out by around 70-85%), and most importantly, have a good study habit. 

I received my DE portable training kit few days back. It was good as I didn't have to go to the lab just to use the kit. I can just check out my circuits from home, but sadly the kit is not permanently ours. We are gonna have a DE project soon which requires the usage of the trainer kit.

The start of the new school semester also allowed me to see through many other people's personality. I am actually starting to get annoyed by someone from my class. I shall not mention names like before as to respect that person. I shall not disclose what the person did, because if I were to complain here, I'm no different from a uncivilized Internet troll. As for what I plan to do in the future, nothing. I shall just tolerate what that person does until when that person has annoyed me enough, then that's when I will step in. 

Yesterday night I was re-watching We Got Married Khuntoria couple. In that episode, Khuntoria was at a beach, and the sun was setting. Nichkhun carried Victoria to the sea and sat at a high rock. Victoria then rested her head on Nichkhun's shoulder as they watched the sun set slowly. After that, they headed back to town to have dinner.

I really want to let my future girlfriend experience that too, and give her alot of happiness and love. If only someone will give me the chance to do so....

Birthday + ECP! :)

Haven't posted for about 5 days. I was ill and was recovering in that period of time. Okay I will start on the night of 13 October. My heart of racing quickly, it was nearing 12 midnight and it's gonna be my birthday the following day. I played some games before going to sleep. 

The following day when I woke up, I suddenly felt ill. I knew I was having a fever and some stomach problems. My mum told me I was having stomach flu. I was kinda sad at first, I mean like who likes being sick on their birthday? Nevertheless, I rested at home, ate some fever and stomach flu tablets. At around 4+, Venessa contacted me telling me to go meet up with Bong, Aaron, Chew Bok and Axel. At 8, we left Chew Bok's house for Bishan. It was my first time taking the circle line, although it felt the same as the purple line. 

We waited for the shuttle bus, and it brought us to some cemetery. There were many people participating in this scary event just like us. Not long after, we walked inside, Venessa was abit freaked out, so she grabbed onto Aaron's hand, she also grabbed onto my hand later. I think we were the only group that were laughing and chatting inside, while everyone else was either screaming or just walking without chatting. 

After the event ended, we found ourselves at Lornie Road. So we took a bus to some place (I can't remember the place), then we had supper at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe. I ordered Iced Milo while other ordered their choice of drinks. We chatted and laughed alot until it was way past midnight, Venessa had to leave early since her mum called her home. Chew Bok followed her back, while the rest of us just continued chatting. We left about 12:30am, shared a cab, and I reached home about nearly 1am. 

The next day, me, Ryan and Janson agreed to go to East Coast Park. We met at Bedok station at about 1:30pm. Bryan came later about nearly 2. We took a bus to ECP. However it started raining heavily, so we sat at Macs and ate something. The rain stopped, so we quickly rented a bike and started cycling, at the same time, we took many many photos. We cycled for about 2 hours, then Bryan had to leave for church. So we took a bus to Queensway shopping centre. We decided to eat something light. I ate a cup of corn, Ryan had a bowl of laksa, while Janson had "Mua Ji" (Sticky dough covered in crushed peanuts). After that we headed to anchorpoint for a drink, Janson bought his new manga book (I can't remember what it was though). At home we played a game of CnC, but we all gave up half way since we were too tired to continue. 

Today I woke up, with my butt still hurting from yesterday's cycling. I ate breakfast then went to use com, mum went out with dad to buy lunch. Around 2 hours later, mum came back with lunch, I ate it, then went to rest on my bed for a while. Download some new songs in my StepMania game and also in iTunes. Basically I used com till about midnight. 

It's 12:58am right now. Tomorrow will be the start of the new school term. One term has passed so quickly in a twinkle of an eye. I made some vows on what to achieve and do this term. Basically this new school term is a new life for me. 

I shall get some sleep now, tomorrow I have to wake up early :)

*Signing Off*

12 October

Today was kinda an odd day for me. I woke up around 10+, then mum wanted me to go out and eat lunch but I was too lazy to get out of bed so I told my mum I was still tired. Mum then told me she's going to the supermarket to buy some stuff, and also buy lunch at the same time.

However when she was about to go out, the house door suddenly just got stuck. Basically mum couldn't open the door for about 20 minutes. I was half conscious at that time so I didn't know what mum actually did. Anyway mum managed to get the door unlocked and went out. I was too lazy to get out from my bed, so I just lied on my bed watching We Got Married on my phone. I finally got out from my bed at lunch time, which was when mum came back with lunch. I ate my lunch, and played StepMania on my com. I downloaded a few more songs and I totally enjoyed it.

I went back to school at 4 for Wing Chun training. I was a little sad when Yumi didn't turn up for training today, but I found out that she went back to her hometown in Japan for a few days. Today's training was a little tougher than before, especially when there was a graduate that came and teach me 1 to 1. He smacked my hand exceptionally hard till it turned really red. But oh well, I'm sort of used to it already. 

At night I watched a new We Got Married couple. They are David Oh and Kwon Ri Sae. David is a Korean American singer while Ri Sae was a former Miss Korea 2009. I gotta say, they are a pretty sweet couple. They are very caring and considerate to each other. There was even a point when I got a little jealous of the both of them. I was smiling retardedly in front of the com while watching the episodes. 

After that I watched the first episode of Super Junior's Leeteuk and actress Kang Sora, followed by Eunjung and JangWoo episode 27 which I was waiting for all week.

2 more days to my birthday :) My buddies invited me to a Japanese buffet lunch tomorrow and I'm so looking forward to it. We all haven't had a meal together for so long already :) I hope we can catch up with one another tomorrow during the buffet lunch  with smiles and laughter. :) 

It's getting late, I'm gonna get some sleep :)

*Signing Off*

11 October

Today I was rudely awakened by the weather that became insane in the morning. There were strong winds and it rained heavily. I slept rather late the previous night so I woke up feeling a little crappy. I ate breakfast, and went to Janson's house to play.

Today was Janson's last paper for his Junior College promotional exams. I reached his house around 12 and played some games, ate some prawn(?) flavored snacks (yum yum). Ate strawberry flavored sweets and drank lots of water. Janson introduced me to something I have never heard before in my whole life, Vocaloids. When I first heard the voice, I was a little surprised. I never knew that computer programs could produce such nice voices. But the thought of the singer is actually a computer program, just freaks me out a little and also sends shivers down my spine.

Janson also gave me a new game today, StepMania. It's a music game, similar to tap tap just that it's on the computer. He first told me what kind of songs that can be placed in the game itself, then he told me the website that I can use to find songs that can be placed and played in the game. I took some nice anime openings and did some testings with the game, it worked perfectly fine, but my score obviously sucked since it was the first few times I'm playing this game. 

We played a game of CnC, then we played DM, he won 3 times, while I won twice. My 'burn' deck still has many weaknesses though. His mum came home shortly, and starting cooking dinner. I was kinda going berserk because my stomach was rather empty at that time and it was calling for food. His mum's cooking really tasted like my mum's style, so I ate the food happily and chatted with his mum at the same time. 

I left his house at about 9:30, reached home at around 10. Showered, then I went to watch TVXQ fancams during SM Town 2010 and 2011. Played a bit of StepMania before switching off my com. 

3 days more to my birthday, and I'm totally looking forward to it :) my buddies told me they have planned a surprise for me, I really wonder what it will be :) I hope Saturday I am able to meet them and enjoy day out at ECP. I discussed with Janson a little today. His fencing training ends at around noontime, and his training place is rather close to ECP. As for the rest, I still haven't really discuss it with them :) anyway it's 2:19am now, I'm gonna get some sleep :)

*Signing Off*

9th October

Today I didn't really do much things. Because I guess I was just too lazy to do anything. After breakfast, I went to play a short game, watched shows on YouTube and on other websites. I have noticed that some girls that wear headpins or headbands look even more prettier.

Especially when I was re-watching We Got Married Khuntoria couple. Khuntoria was in Thailand in that episode, and Victoria was wearing a butterfly headpin. I sweared that she looks 1000 times prettier with that headpin on. Same goes for Eunjung, she looks a thousand times prettier when she wears a headband.

Anyway in the afternoon I just suddenly started eating rock sugar for no good reason. I just became addicted to eating rock sugar. Mom found out (sadly), so she "ordered" me to go and exercise that very instant. I had no choice but to go and exercise D:

I didn't really run though, but I climbed down 29 floors and back up again. Surprisingly I wasn't really as tired when I usually climb the same flights of stairs. Maybe it was because of the rock sugar I ate before exercising that helped(?). I came back up sweating like crazy, so I went to watch an episode of We Got Married before going to bathe. 

After dinner I was chatting with Janson about his JC promotional exams, and also about the agreement to go to his house after his last paper on Tuesday. We planned to meet at around 11 at his house, and play games of course :D.

There's about 6 more days to my birthday :) I gotta say that this year I have a good date for my birthday. For the last 12-13 years since primary school till secondary 4, my birthday was always in the examinations period. So this year, it's in the holidays :) and I can have a better birthday this year :) I really can't wait for my 17th birthday, I just have to wait for another 6 days, and I'll turn 17 :)

It's 3:05am now, I should get some sleep already :)

*Signing Off*

8th October

Today I woke up, in which I thought it was only 8+am. But it turned out to be nearly lunch time when I checked the clock on my phone. Anyway mum wanted me to go out to eat lunch, so I followed her to Anchorpoint. I ate chicken chop with pasta, then mum wanted to take away KFC, then I went home while mum went to Pasir Panjang to buy Nasi Lemak for dinner.

At home, I played DOTA, 5v5 only mid game. That game was just pure chaos, let's say, killing every minute? Anyway I played as the Dwarven Sniper, with Butterfly, Lothar's Edge and Stygian Desolator, I just walked around killing any enemy easily. Anyway after that, I went to watch We Got Married WooJung couple episode 26. I think I have waited for that episode for almost a week. In that episode, Eunjung and Jangwoo had to film a music video together.

In that music video, Jangwoo was apparently knocked down by a car while buying a bouquet of flowers for Eunjung. And Eunjung had to cry out in despair after seeing her husband Jangwoo getting knocked down by a car and landing on the ground in slow motion. Anyway in that part the director told Eunjung to squeeze out her tears for that scene and it was really touching to see her really cry.

Anyway it's 12:05am, and the weather suddenly became insane, the winds are picking up speed, the sky is overcast and a storm is imminent. I think I shall go and rest soon, tomorrow is a new day with many things for me to do :)

*Signing Off*

6th October (posted on 7th October)

Today was a good day for me :) I woke up in the morning, my body was aching badly, because of yesterday's physical training. In addition, I had a mild headache when I walked to the bathroom to brush my teeth. I felt the blood rush right up to my head, and for a moment I almost blacked out. 

Anyway I ate breakfast, then I switched on my com for a while, then I went to Chew Bok's house. I reached his house, went to watch some videos, then ate some chips, and drank some tea. We played 2 small matches of DOTA, and then went to chat, before heading downstairs for dinner. 

I ate a nice hot steaming plate of fried rice, and drank 100plus. Since the weather was insane at that time, I couldn't chat with him at the pavilion at the park near to the back of the block where he stayed. Instead, we went back up his house and we chatted again. We had a great laugh on many things, especially on our recent lives.

I left his house at around 11, reached back home at 11:30. I went to play some games before I switched off my com since my mum told me to.

I should get some sleep now, it's almost 2am. 

*Signing Off* (By the way this was supposed to be yesterday's post. It's just that I forgot to post it before I went to sleep)

5th October

Today wasn't really a bad day for me. I woke up at 9+, slacked in my bed while watching variety shows on my phone. Mum yelled at me to get out of bed to have breakfast. Ate 2 slices of tuna sandwiches, switched on my com. After that I went to get some cookies to eat. Watched We Got Married Adam couple and abit of the sweet potato couple ㅋㅋㅋ.

After lunch, I went to play Rainbow 6 Vegas 2 till about 3. Then suddenly my whole body felt like crap, so I lied on my bed for a while. Watched the last episode of We Got Married Khuntoria couple again. Went back to school for Wing Chun in a sad mood.

However I met someone today that totally brightened up my day. During Wing Chun training, there was this Japanese girl that caught my attention. Her name was Yumi and her beauty really just caught my eye. 

The whole time during training, I couldn't help but just stare at her almost everytime. During physical training, I sort of wanted to run together with her, but I decided against it. Even after we were dismissed from training, I wanted to follow her out to the MRT station, but in the end, I still decided against it. I walked out with my Wing Chun seniors instead. 

Walked back home, had dumplings and a cup of barley for dinner, then played a match of CnC with Axel and Chew Bok. My whole body was exhausted so I played the second match without any seriousness, we lost in the end though. 

Switched off my com early today since I'm dead tired now. Getting some sleep for the night now.

*Signing Off*

3rd October

Today I went to Ryan's house to play, I think I reached at about 11+ in the morning. Went to play a small match of DOTA, then went downstairs for lunch. 

He gave me a new game, and it totally rocks! :) It really seems like Call Of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 when I play it. I like the part when we have co-op gameplay. Especially when we do double enemy base infiltration, and snipe enemies from afar.

I left his house at about 5+ reached back home at around nearly 7. Ate dinner, went to play the new game Ryan gave me. Got scolded when I was creating a game in Dota public game, so I sweared never to play public again. I mean like what's the point? I play public, I get scolded, I create a game also get scolding. Oh well, screw them, I will quit playing public forever, it's not the place for me. 

Ate cup noodles for supper, watched a bit of We Got Married before going to sleep.

Shall stop here for now, I'm getting some rest for the night.

*Signing Off*

1st October

Was lazy to post something these few days, I guess either I forget or was just too tired to do so. Anyway it's 1st October, and it's children's day and about 2 weeks more to my birthday :) I really wonder what will I get for this year. Last year I only got a birthday song, and a LAN gaming session with my buddies at Clementi Recreational Centre.

These 2 days was pretty much the same for me. I woke up, ate breakfast, watched TV, on com, watch We Got Married, played games, ate dinner, watched We Got Married again. 

I have started watching the newer couple episodes, especially the WooJung couple (T-ara's Eunjung and actor Lee JangWoo). I think out of all the We Got Married couples, they were the only couple who got very comfortable with each other the fastest. 

Anyway today I went out with my parents to ECP (East Coast Park) to have a delicious seafood dinner. I ate at the No Signboard Seafood (yes the restaurant's name is called No Signboard Seafood). Had some fried rice (very very oily D:), broccoli, tofu, and most importantly chilli crab :D

After that we went to take a walk at the beach, then walked to the hawker centre to have some satay and sugarcane juice. I didn't ate or drank anything there, because the table smelt extremely weird, like someone just puked over the table and cleaned it, leaving the after smell.

Oh well, after that we took a bus back home, took about 1.5 hours. Went to bathe, had a CnC game with Chew Bok and Axel. Then I went to watch funny videos before switching off my com. 

I think I didn't managed to sleep, because at 3am, the weather suddenly became very insane, the wind started blowing strongly, and the rain threatened to "destroy" my window. So I think I only managed to sleep at around 3:30am.

Shall stop here, I have already drained my mind on what to post. 

*Signing Off*

Khuntoria's final episode together

Alright this post is gonna be very embarrassing, so yeah please don't laugh at me or something. This post is about Khuntoria's last episode with each other. 

Khuntoria have been together for 456 days (1 year and 3 months). And their very last overseas trip together was at the Maldives. I shall share about what Khuntoria did on their final overseas trip. 

When they reached Maldives airport, they were admiring the beauty of the scenery. As they walked out of the airport a fan came out of nowhere, and asked for their autograph. Khuntoria was surprised because they didn't know they had fans all the way at the Maldives. They reached their room, and they jaw dropped at how nice the scenery was. Even the bathroom had a total sea view.

Victoria had even planned out on what to do, because she was extremely excited. At lunch time, before they started eating, they received a mission card. After reading it, Nichkhun and Victoria wasn't really happy. As the mission was that they had to become island guides instead of having a holiday. Victoria became very sulky, while Nichkhun was rather enthusiastic about it. 

Their first mission as guides was that they had to entertain a few guests from the UK. Nichkhun was in charge of the talking since Victoria couldn't really speak English that well. The second mission was that they had to become sailing guides, while the last mission was to become bartenders for an hour. 

Anyway, after returning back to Seoul. Victoria was at the SM Entertainment building, while Nichkhun was at the newlywed  house. They both received a CD, and when they opened it, it first showed their beautiful memories together, and at the end, was a message saying the Khuntoria marriage will come to an end at 31 August 2011 at 00:00hours. 

I was obviously sad of course, I mean they were like the perfect couple. They had many happy memories together, it's a shame that the virtual marriage had to come to an end after a year and three months. 

Anyway when Victoria looked through the CD, she started crying. As for Nichkhun, he frantically looked though the whole video again, but of course he had to accept the reality. Since Nichkhun was alone at the newlywed house, he took a video of the whole house, and of course their wedding photos and photos of themselves together with the f(x) members. At the of the video, Nichkhun was about to tear up, but he kept telling himself not to cry. 

Nichkhun went to prepare a surprise party, inviting the f(x) members and also another guy I can't remember his name. After that Nichkhun went to personally escort Victoria from the SM Entertainment building to the party's location. During the party, there was laughter everywhere. But the guests didn't know that it was Khuntoria's last episode together.  

They left without knowing a thing, instead they all thought it was just an ordinary party that was celebrating Khuntoria's 456th day together. Anyway after all the guests left, Nichkhun showed Victoria a congratulating message from 2PM. After that, he showed her that video when he went around the house. Victoria was tearing up after the video ended. 

It was about 2 hours before 12 midnight. Nichkhun drove Victoria to the place where they first met. Victoria gave a surprise to Nichkhun, which was a letter to him written with heart shaped papers. Nichkhun gave a big and tight hug to Victoria, as if he never wants to let her go. With only 10 minutes to midnight, Khuntoria sat at a cafe. 

Reviving old memories, Nichkhun actually wished that the 12 midnight will never come, as they chatted, it was already past midnight. They both stood up, held each others hand, and left the cafe. The screen later showed two words: Good Bye. 

Right then, a drop of tear just dropped out of my right eye. I admit that I really teared up after watching their farewell episode. It was the first time I shed a tear in almost two years. I broke into a smile in front of the computer screen, and then I went to the bathroom and washed my face. 

And by the way, I typed this post before I went to the bathroom to wash my face. So yeah, my face is pretty sticky from my dried up tears that flowed down my face. 

I guess I shall get some sleep right now, tomorrow my mum and dad are bringing me to go and have steamboat lunch. 

당신이 여자 사랑  

*Signing Off* 

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I think today was a pretty good day for me I guess(?) I woke up at 11+ because my mum shook me awake. Mum wanted to go to Sheng Siong at Commonwealth station, to shop and also to have lunch. But I wasn't hungry, so I obviously didn't eat. Mum went to buy stuff, I simply just followed her. 

Then I went to take away a Long John Silver's meal (OMG). I think I have gained 2kg(?) after eating it. Anyway at home, I went to on my com, played a skirmish on Red Alert 2, then chatted with Chew Bok on skype. Chew Bok just returned back home from Thailand, he bought some chewing gum back home. 

I actually wanted to ask him to look for some posters. Oh well, I guess he tried his best looking for them but to no avail. Anyway, Chew Bok wanted to play CnC with me, I agreed. Got owned pretty badly in the first few games, the later games was a little better. Mum went to cook laksa (YUM YUM) for dinner, and it really tasted like the one I ate at Katong Laksa. Furthermore, my brother went to buy Koi from Clementi. 

Basically it was a good meal. After dinner, I continued playing CnC with Chew Bok and Axel. Then I called Ryan to join in, before going to shower. After I showered, the weather suddenly became insane or something. The winds picked up speed, until it felt like a typhoon was coming or something. 

Anyway I went to watch We Got Married Khuntoria couple ep 45 to about ep 52. I think these few episodes were the best. There was this particular episode, Khuntoria had to play baseball. Victoria was the pitcher and Nichkhun was the hitter. After that, they went to spectate the baseball match. And there was this kiss time in which there was a Jimmy Jib camera randomly zooming on any couple, and they had to kiss each other on the lips. 

And out of luck, Khuntoria was zoomed it, and they had to kiss each other (for the first time). However, Nichkhun was too shy, since there were about 20000+ people there watching them. So he kissed Victoria on the cheek which was covered by the jacket's hood that she was wearing. The audience wasn't very satisfied so they wanted another kiss. Then again, Nichkhun couldn't bring himself to kiss her on the lips, so he just kissed the same way he did. 

And there was another episode where Nichkhun played the piano for Victoria at the roof top of the JYP building. I could see that Victoria was really touched and was almost on the verge of tears. It was the night before Nichkhun had to leave for Japan for 2PM's promotional activities. 

There are many episodes I would like to share about, but it's too difficult to express out in words here.

It's 2:42am in the morning, I shall get some sleep now.

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I don't know what should I put as the title for this post. Anyway I woke up feeling shitty and lovesick, I ate breakfast as usual. Bee Hoon and sliced fish cake with luncheon meat, and a cup of hot milo. My stomach felt okay after breakfast surprisingly. I went to play Red Alert 2 after breakfast, mum obviously wasn't happy because I was playing com early in the morning. I have been doing this for the past 1-2 weeks?

During lunch time, I went to watch a badminton match on TV with appa. Appa was like cursing and swearing at the China player, because my dad thinks he has an attitude problem, or acting too proud. Anyway one of the players of the defending world champion, Lee Chong Wei. I have watched him play before on TV, he is really awesome, like an agile monkey. He is able to take shots very quickly, making little mistakes and dominating the court easily. However I think luck wasn't on his side today, he lost to Cheng Long, his opponent from China whom my dad thinks is just a show off and got lucky when he won the defending world champion.

I went to play com, lie on my bed, repeated the process 3-4 times. Texted Shannon for a short while before heading downstairs for a run. After I finished running, I climbed up 29 floors and almost died halfway but I persevered. Went to bathe, ate chicken wing rice for dinner.

The lovesick feeling overwhelmed me again after dinner for some unknown reason. I was like thinking how did I even get past secondary school. I was very emo in my third and fourth year, because I kept having unrequited love. I kept loving someone but not getting the results that I want. I always told myself that I could always find someone and love her even more than the previous. Oh well I think I can mention names here since basically not one reads my blog.

The first person I liked was in Secondary 2, and her name was C (Oh well, I think for respect reasons, I should not put the full name online). C and I were classmates since Primary 5. We talked, laughed and studied together sometimes. She was kind and caring, and I think she is beautiful, she still is though but just that I buried my feelings for her in Secondary 3. In Sec 3, I found someone else. Her name starts with a B. B and I only talked for 1 hour, but I really enjoyed that 1 hour when we were together. I didn't even know her, neither did she. I opinion on her is that I think she is kind (duh), caring and also helps people in the first opportunity, and shes beautiful.

However she somehow found out that I had feelings for her, and she totally ignored me in the corridor whenever we walked past each other. Basically unrequited love for two straight times. Hated it alot, but I guess I have no choice but to pick myself up again and again.

Anyway after dinner, I texted Shannon again, and she told me she has a boyfriend now. I'm very happy for her as someone appreciates her and she accepted his feelings. As for me, I guess I will have to wait, 10 years or 20 years, I will still wait, wait for someone to come along and appreciate for who I am.

Shall stop here now, I'm super tired.

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23 September + 24 September

Don't ask why there is no post during the 23rd of September, basically I was too lazy to post something that day. Anyway I shall post 2 day's stuff in this post. Yesterday I woke up and went to watch We Got Married Khuntoria couple episode 24 onwards, then mum wanted to go out to IMM to eat lunch. I had no appetite, so I just followed mum to the Cafe(?) at level 1. Mum ate beef noodles, while I just sat and watch her eat. Later mum asked me to follow her to Daiso, in which I ended up walking more than 10+ times because I was purely bored.

Mum later went to Giant, my mood was much better, I went to buy some food for mum to cook. Went to eat subway for my lunch, then took a taxi home. At home went to maple for 5 mins, basically I didn't have the mood to game. I went to watch funny videos instead. After that it was dinner time so I went to watch TV while eating dinner. Then went to maple for 10 mins then I switched off my com. Texted Shannon, we chatted for quite a while, till 1am then I went to sleep.

Today I woke up at 10+ cause my mum forced me awake, mum came to my room and started slapping my shin, and told me to wake up since the breakfast was already cold. I just stood up, and felt the blood rush into my head, my vision blurred for 4 seconds, walked to the toilet, took my tooth brush and started brushing my teeth. I think my mind was subconcious when I did it, so I practically couldn't remember anything that happened. Went to eat Roti Prata for breakfast, switched on com and watched We Got Married Khuntoria ep 30 to about 40+.

Ate lunch in front of com, then went to lie on my bed for a short while, watched the sky from my bed, and then did some self reflection. After that mum and appa wanted to go out for dinner, so I followed them. My brother didn't want to go so he stayed at home and watched TV. We went to Alexandra Village, and I ate prawn fried rice :D while my parents ate XO sliced fish bee hoon soup. I hated the XO taste though, I am a person that hates beer, wine and alcohol. I actually don't plan to drink them, same goes for smoking. I hate the smell of smoke, and I just can't stand the smell of it.

Anyway I went back home after dinner, mum and appa went to people's park centre. I went to use com, and chatted with Janson for about almost 2 hours on MSN.　We chatted about quite abit of stuffs. From our recent lifes to which girls we have a crush on and even what we planned to do in the future.

Its 12:56am now, shall stop posting because I don't know what to post already.

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22 September

Today I woke up super duper early in the morning (5:30am) because of the imminent rain. The wind was so freaking loud until it kept me awake. I texted Shannon for a while then I went to have a light breakfast before planking on my bed and sleeping again.

I woke up at lunchtime, when the smell of chicken rice and the chilli sauce was so significant to my nose. Ate lunch, went to watch We Got Married Khuntoria couple. I finally found episodes 16 onwards, so I started watching from episode 16 onwards (of course). At 2pm, I went back to SP for the diploma plus talk, pretty boring though. I met Denis and my Wing Chun friends at the talk. When the talk ended, I met Zhi Sheng at the auditorium's exit. 

I went to buy Macs home to eat, then went to play Red Alert 2 Soviet Campaigns (I practically completed the entire 7 missions, took me 3 hours though). I didn't  eat dinner, but mum gave me a small bowl of porridge with meat floss. I was starving the whole time after dinner, I wanted to ear something but I decided against it. 

Went to play 2 matches of DOTA, used the Invoker, not bad game results. But I think I could really do better. Texted PiaoMin till about 1+. Now it's almost 2am, I shall get some sleep for the night.

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21 September

Finished playing DOTA, Just watched Penalty Shootout Show - Heart Is Beating, which had Super Junior's Donghae and Eunhyuk. It also featured a Russian-Korean goalkeeper. 

The first round of that show Donghae got eliminated, Eunhyuk amazingly scored against a Korean national goalkeeper. Basically Eunhyuk was awesome when he scored against the national goalkeeper. The entire audience was cheering when he scored. Oh yeah I forgot to post what I was doing yesterday.

Hmmm I actually kinda forgot why I was doing yesterday. If I'm not wrong, after lunch I was watching shows on YouTube, then Chew Bok wanted to play CnC with me, so I agreed to play 2 games with him. After that I went to open my iChat email to check my results, I was quite satisfied with my results cause I have reached my target :).

SP sent me an SMS inviting me to apply for Diploma Plus program, but obviously I'm not gonna sign up cause it's just gonna eat my parent's money.
Anyway after dinner I went to chat with Janson on msn, then texted PiaoMin till about almost 2am before going to sleep. 

Gotta sleep now, it's 1:53am and my eyes are gonna close any moment from now.

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